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2011-01-06T05:28:00.002+08:00

im actually about to sleep when Mr Stomach was making noises but i dont feel like eating now even though im super hungry. so i'll update my dearest blog.. hehehehe.. i know its not mine but i think even if he did update it, he will say what i posted here.. so lets not wait for him to say it..

and as the man himself said it many2 times before, "Princess, your smile never fail to make your hubby smile too.." *blushed* Bakaaa~~~ hehehehe..

oh..!!the man is fine..dont orry about him as its my job now..so, shoo..!! :p

2010-08-31T18:39:00.002+08:00

Helloooooo~~~~~ nak kopi ke nak miloooo~~~~...???hehehehe.. kinda busy with life now..and now im trying to redecorate my room so can turn into the pic above..nice right..???now im such a Harry Potter fan..and with this deco, i know my ayang will love me more..!!!hehehe..b~~...!!! *kening up down*

I LOVE YOU MD SYAHEED A.!!!!!!!!!! (^^,) V

2010-05-28T11:37:00.003+08:00

well well well...revenge is sure sweet..and its even sweeter when its me..!!hehehe... :) *cheeky and evil smile* khekhekhekhe..well..alot of things have happened..and the owner simply is toooo 'busy'...hehehe..
we went to sakura the other day and dearest was full when i just started on appetizer..hehe..but need to take care of him..and being the sweet GF..hehehe.. ~lalalala... btw, pantat takle angz eh..!!better cover up..!!!

i better sign off..well, this is radiyah, saying you rock my world..!!! ;)

2010-05-04T23:24:00.005+08:00

WELCOMEE!! to 2nd CD Division, Tampines fire Station.. A place where u could find this bugger by the name of Syaheed Abdul Aziz =) Thank You and u may leave now.. GET OUTT!!!! =D

Wats my job u ask..basically being a sectcom of Special Rescue Platoon is..*kirkett2*..
we only turnout for major incident like Nic highway incident......or when Circle Line become Square.. -_-" haizz.. sooo much for going thru 6 months of hell ahh syaheed.. well..just have to bare with it for another a yr plus...

Up next..Cekak Serantau and Macan Friendly this saturday.. oh!! btw dat pic above.. haha!! one of the old pic that i found in dis old lappy.. coolll kaannn~ nyahaa!

IVP for the nyp guys..

And PSK,insya'allah, arnd june for this hamSom guy below......

cantik kan?? macam biskot! =D

And to the lil girl whom i've seen her grown up *poke2* =D

*HUG HUG!!!!!!!!!!!!* =)) Te Amo nur Radiyah!! =)

2010-03-28T21:18:00.001+08:00

2010-03-28T11:17:00.009+08:00

holla..>!
ok..i think i owe mercifully-marsh alot of updates -_-"
so many things happened lately..
and...i dont know where to start.

can i talk abt ERS first? =)
IM DONE WITH THIS 6 GUNDU MONTHS OF EMERGENCY RESPONSE SPECIALIST COURSE!!!!!!
congrats to all my fellow fresh sergents =D
its been a fruitful n one hell of a great experinece going thru this course together..
ROTA DUA all the way!! =)
To the last batch of ERS,35th Emergency Response Specialist, million thanx for all the memories that we built..till our path shall meet again,we shall reminisce all those sweat n tears we've been thru..

ehem! look who came for my P.O.C!! *poke poke* =D

ok moving on..

PSCS 2 days camp was great!

i think we should haf more of that..

oh! i want friendly pleaseeee...!

abg ilyas oi~~ =D

oh..syaheed abdul aziz is in relationship eh? =D haha!

well i didnt lie to anyone anyway..

just the words that i put made u ppl think that it wasn't her..

but..it is her!! =D haha!

To my dearest Nur Radiyah Zaini.. thank you for the friendship that we build in the past. The love for the present. And the care for the future. i love you b..! ini betul betul bukan cobaaaannnn~! =D =*=*=*

can i skip today and carry on with monday?? oh b.. please behave yourself or i'll ask mama to poke2 u den u noe.. =D

"Why it take me so long just to find the friend that was there all along"

missing her dearly~

2010-01-24T01:52:00.000+08:00

if things get complicated..back to basic =)

going thru week 17 of ERS course now. this thursday going brunei for 9 days.
went nyp just nw to watch nyp n sp friendly.. nyp p4mance was veli guddd!! =) *thumbs up!*

Ramli under the stars.. CHECKED! cookies under the stars.. CHECKED! jazz under the stars.. CHECKED! you and me under the stars..AGAIN PLZ!!!! =p =p
i had a gr8 weekend. =))
thank u awak.. =) =)

2009-11-22T13:02:00.003+08:00

2009-11-22T02:35:00.004+08:00

Had bela diri test just now at Tampines East C.C..
done wif it..

now left wif tunggal..

and ganda bebas..

Having FSA, REPT and IPPT test nxt week..

And this is wat happen wen Syaheed Abdul Aziz study till late night

12 a.m...

1 a.m..

2a.m..

and finally..

............

..........

........

.....

....

...

3.10 a.m

ok selamat malam!!! hahaha!

just afraid to fall again, anymore.
and i can't afford to..
all the best to you past..
and im sorry future..
i don't want to go thru this game anymore again..
please.. =)

2009-11-13T02:50:00.003+08:00

wah...!!!im in the sacred blog of syaheed..!!! huuuuuwaaaaaah.....!!!! *excited, looking around*

ok..there's nothing much ar..coz the owner is busy..at camp..member doing guard duty now..for those long time never see the owner, well, he has change abit..ok,ok..ALOT..i mean he IS in NS..what do you expect..??

1) he's darker..but since he 'went' for facial, he's ermm.. better..hehe

2) he's more buff as in more muscular.. *much MORE hotter* wakaka

3) *this point will get me in trouble but oh well..* he smell!!wakaka.. *kidding..not*

sorry eed..hehe.. *innocent, sweet face* ~lalalala..well apparently and as you all can see and guess, he asked me to update his dead blog..i dont know if anyone is still reading his blog..but who cares right..??tell me im right..please..haha..

ok last point..

4) he says im pretty and cute and sweet and the list goes on..hehe..

*ok..ok i made the last point up..* bluek!!

radd is cute!!radd is cute!!radd is cute!!radd is cute!!radd is cute!!radd is cute!!

2009-09-13T08:49:00.000+08:00

days r getting better and better for me alhamdulillah.
trying to keep myself occupied with things and..move on la crap.

1st week of NS. i tell you. macam2 manusia ade pat dalam tu. haha!
1st day nothing much. banyak dudok bontot pon naik panas! medical check up. and talks n talks n talks.

wednesday.i haf this P.R china guy. tengah fall in. My LCP ask him a question.den..

Lance copral: is dat clear???
China guy: Yes..Copral?
Guy behind him: (whisper) eh.its "LANCE copral" lah..
China guy: oh ok ok..!
...
..
.
Lance Copral: so is dat clear??!
China guy: (confidently) YES GRASSHOPPER!!!

hahahahahahahaahhaha!!!!

thursday. after buke all of the sudden kecoh. 3 of my bunk mate got caught smoooking! vodoh-piak betol!! den the whole bunk got upside down. was like..siak la! aku baru kemas bag for tmrw's bookout. feel like slapping those 3 guys to pieces!!

friday. BOOKOUT!! hahaha! kental kan.] nobody to fetch me home!! so i called young boy lor. hahahaha! i told mum "ma!! niari buke kfc k! hari2 makan nasi kepale pon dah macam nasi! hahaha"

just now 1am in the morning..roslan drop by at my void deck. gave me this sweet thing i tell you kalah matair nye sweetness. hahah! something dat he promised to give me b4 i enter NS actually. but.. nvm. shall not tell how was my reaction. haha!

2009-08-22T02:47:00.000+08:00

Do you have any freaking idea how much
does memories meant to me??

No you don't..

Unappreciative..

2009-06-02T13:00:00.011+08:00

heyy..just wanna catch up on somethg... updates..
firstly was fazrul's bdae..

den dad's bdae...

then the last night out b4 me n poji start our hectic training...

btw..dat small boy got irritated by poji throughout the whole night..haha!

and finally..training begins..with this donkey friend of mine..haha!

to poji..goood luck for this weekend's game..! FIGHT2!!!!

to fiona..be strong alryt! =)

In the night I hear them talk,

The coldest story ever told,

Somewhere far along this road

He lost his soul,

To a woman so heartless

How could you be so heartless?

How could you be so heartless

How could you be so

Cold as the winter wind when it breeze

Just remember that you talking to me

You need to watch the way you talking to me

I mean after all the things that we been through

I mean after all the things we got into

And yo I know some things you things that you aint told me

And yo I did some things but that's the old me

And now you wanna pay me back

You gon' show me

So you walk round like you don't me

You got a new friends

Well I got homies

But at the end it's still so lonely

How could you be so Dr. Evil

You're bringing out a side of me that I don't know,

I decided we wasn't gonna speak so why are up 3 a.m. on the phone,

Why does she be so mad at me for, homie

I don't know she hot and cold,

I won't stop and mess my groove up cause

I already know how this thing goes,

You run and tell you're friends that you're leavin' me,

They say that they don't see what you see in me,

You wait a couple months then you gone' see,

You'll never find nobody better than me

Talkin', talkin', talkin', talk

Baby lets just knock it off

They don't know what we been through

They don't know 'bout me and you

So I got something new to see

And you just gon' keep hatin' me

And we just gon' be enemies

I know you can't believe

I could just leave it wrong

And you can't make it right

I'm gon' take off tonight

Into the night...

2009-05-18T09:03:00.002+08:00

hello hello..
kopi ke miloo?? haha! =D

niwae..yesterday was body-aching day i guess..
here ache there ache.. everywhere yeache2 (muthu's essence) =D
eyy! dun play arnd with ppl's essence la marsh!! haha!
but at some point of time..i think that they have the most unique essence ain't dat ryt??
this ppl..they know how to save their money..and save time..confuse ppl as well..haha!
lemme give u scenario..starbux =p
they came in a group of 5..
one of dem approach to the counter..
"coffee how much?"
"ok..large one 1..split into 5 small cups"
dats all la!! no hello..no good morning.. they r the best i tell u!
haha!

yesterday train with poji.. at simei park..
the old gelanggang where we used to train wen we were small little donkeys!
haha!
old memories started to run thru our minds..
kauu..dulu..kental sakk!!
skrg?? fuhh..LAGIKK KENTAL!!
hahaha!

was reading thru a magazine..
it mention "it is unwise to work out if you feel sick or are seemingly suffering from an injury so as not to aggravate the injury."
but..i thot we were taught to push to our very best limits??
hmm...

niwae..yesterday nyt mom was massaging my shoulder..
n i shouted "eh mak kau!!"
haha!
den mom gave me this one "handsome" look n asked "mak sape?? tu la gatal kan nk main silat sgnt??"
n she pressed my shoulder even harder la!!
kauu..no mercy sia ni.. haha!
den i stood up and shout " IF YOU SMELLLL!!! WAT THE...hell..."
ahh shaddup.. tu part bedek k!
haha!!

kla till here den...
btw kimmi..kau carik nahas! hahahahaa!!!
k bye!!
oh btw.. hidop ONE PIECE!!!!!!! =D

2009-05-14T18:56:00.002+08:00

15 bucks per category??
kau.. ni asian contender per??
haiz.. watever it is..
have to train hard already lah..
i dunwanna waste my money and make myself
look lyk some CUTE punching bag in that ring later..
hahaha!!
aniwae..those playing for IVP on 5th June.. all the best!!!
POJI!!! R U READY??!! hahahaha!!

den..PSK will be held on the 20th of june..
Lets fight my ass out before...NS!!!
HAHAHA!!
warghhh!! NS kepeee marsh???
hahaha!!

glad dina's mom doing well... =)
cikk..saye tau la nnti camp saye sblah kubor...
cik nk join sekali keeee? =D hehe!

kla till here den..
dunno wat else to talk about..
DINA!!! AKU DA UPDATE BLOG DAH!!!!! HAHA!
k bye!

2009-04-12T02:02:00.004+08:00

i still couldnt find a reason why...
what i did..
till thats how the way you talked to me..
question marks pop out of my head..
throughout this 1y 10m 5d..
never i treated you that way..
you seems to lost nothing..
whats into you..no one noes..
maybe u think dat its better if we just let it go..
and pretend that theres nothing wrong..
thank you..for everything..
and im still wondering why..

guess good friday ain't that good after all.. =)

2009-03-25T16:18:00.000+08:00

oh HELLO!!!....

..ok bye.. =D

2008-12-25T18:36:00.004+08:00

oh yarh.. b4 i 4got..
Merry xMas to u ppl..
may god BELASAH you!!

haha!

tu chris brown nye video clip wall to wall baru..!

haha!! perangai mcm kambeng!!

ok byee~

2008-12-25T17:12:00.003+08:00

and so it began..

u brought us up so well..

well enough that u had to leave us so soon..

but that wont stop us from fighting..

we'll revive the spirit that we use to have..

for our hearts are fill with burning anger..

may u rest in peace..

while we uphold our promise to you...

engraved in our hearts..

that logo on our left chest wont fade away...

-::5DEC08::2230HRS::-

2008-10-05T17:18:00.000+08:00

in the mean time....

MALAS NAK UPDATEEEE....
hahahaha

ok bye.. =)

2008-09-01T01:52:00.003+08:00

Hey there!!! hahahaha!! waaahhh~ am i blogging or what?!! hahaha! =D
Well aniwae, this blog aint dead yet..(i hope so)
Wonder if there styl anione out there dropping by my blog..
Things arent going dat smoothly for me..
but just look on the bright side ok syaheed? cool..

Aniwae just nw otw to work..
i was walking n walking n walking....
den i walk again walk n walk n walk..

den afterrr dattt!!

i walk againn..walkk n walkk....
n i reached the airport..

DENNN!!!
i...walkk again walk n walkk n walkk.....

n guess what?!!!
I..walkk againn...n walkk n walkk....
and i reached starbucks..
so...i.. stop walking!!
haha!!

ok all i wanted to sae is dat..
i served this little angmo kid lyk arnd 4 yrs old..
n wen i hand over his drink..he said "TRIMA KASEH!!"
haha! cool ryt??
so..theres nothing to do with walking to work actually..
haha!

ok aniwae, im counting the hours to puase..
i dunno how am i gonna tolerate my cranky stomach tmrw..
its my stomach whos gonna jeopardise my wish to fast 1 month full.. not me~
=D
so its my stomach to blame k~

so here we go again...
no eating..
no drinking..
no chikopek-ing..
no gossiping..
no vulgarities..
and no digging of nose ok!!

alryt~ that wasnt so bad.. =)
after all..i cld eat all i want after buka..
drink the whole sea n fit my 10 fingers into my nose ryt~!!
cool~

ok..we'll see how things go tmrw alryt..
till here den..
oh waitt!! i got 1 pantun..
ni pantun baikkk punya wa cakap sama lu..haha!
dngr nie.. *ehem!*

dont panic dont worry,
if you feel hungry.
1 month puasa only,
den we HAPPY HAPPY!!!

stay out of trouble ok my frens? =)

2008-07-03T23:50:00.003+08:00

Salam everyone...

pwincess barney here to update for the owner of this blog...
you people must be wondering if this blog has died..hahah...no2..tats not true~ you just have patience coz 1ce in a blue moon i'll pop up to update huhuhuhu!!

dah mcm blog aku pulak ehh..
since i'm the 1 typing this so might as well i talk abt ME!
Hmph...im nw fine..busy a lilbit...
been eating alot at nite..
then...my kaki almost tercabot coz too much walking..
then...my face is getting cute..
then...im getting more gorgeous..
then...im ...im...(hahhah!!!)

OPpsie...he's gonna give a pancake to my face wen he sees this!!!!
better log out nw~ hahaha...:P

Awwww~...isnt diz pic looks cool???
IT IS RYTeeee!!:)
all the best for sunday k!
you can do it E'eed!!!
i wanna c u end up playing at nite on tat sunday too~

ok then...tats all for nw...
hopefully the next entry will be HIM who update yea..=)
take care syaheed's frens!=)

2008-05-18T23:07:00.004+08:00

Salam to everyone...

ones again im not the owner of this blog. Pwincess Barney just updating for hym. Coz i knw his friends n fans out there must be missing him sooooo much! hehe...

yah...Marshimaro is doing fine. His stomach hasnt grow any bigger...his height hasnt grown any taller...has been eating well...no problem deficating...and with tat he's just as fine and healthy~!! hehehe.

If there happen to be someone who crazily miss him, the easiest way is to just call or msg him kk... i guess he must been busy with his schedule or problem logging in to the blogger..tats y he didnt update his blog for donkey years..

forgive him k people...=p

i guess till here.

Just pray hard tat 1 day Marshimaro will cont. update his shmelly blog again k people~!!=D

bubbye~

2008-02-25T03:46:00.007+08:00

Salam...

MARSHimaro
(Here's Pwincess Barney updating for the owner of diz blog)

hehe...Hmm...wat shud i say here. Lemme tink...Oh ya! got an idea~=)))

K, currently Marshimaro is working nyte shift and so he's unavailable. He's turned 19 and the fact tat his aging, lets pray n hope tat his weight too goes up as well. HeeHee~ just lyk hys pic on top. White fur...BIG tummy...short hands...short legs...long ears...eyes "sepet"..etc..
Awww~ he's having cakes n pizza nw at werk! Yumyumm!! Eat slowly k Marshimaro...or else you'll get choke cuz ur neck is short n therefore ur esophagus is SHORT too!!! REMEMBER tat!!
...hahaha...btw esophagus is the roadtrack for ur food to cum down from ur mouth to ur BIG STOMACH~!!=)))

All of you may find tat he has been missing/ silent these few days. Not to worry...he's fine, not going crazy yet cuz his exams r over. So nw he's quite relax. He's styll reachable via his mobile. Whoever misses hym pls kindly msg/call ryte away. Dont hesitate.
Thank eu.
Till here then, see eu around!

(opps!...do i exagerate in any area here??LOL~ Marshimaro gonna whack me up side down)

2008-01-23T00:19:00.000+08:00

Oh hello..

urm..ok so just reach home frm werk..

nuthing to do..so lets blog~

Few daes back,isa did this some weird test on me..

and..he said dat my pulse rate is below average..

wow! mr.heart must be working very hard everytym i train im suppose..

kinda shock to hear dat it was below average..but..

i assume my cuteness must be way beyond average, dats for sure!

hahahahaha!!

*kriikettt krikketttt*

boooOorrrRiiIinnNngggGgg~ =D

i knowwww....

Work is..kinda slacky too..

Since T3 officially opened, T2 has become lyk a hunted place..

And all those Angmo's flight were shifted to T3..

So left with all the south east asian,MA-KEL's flight..

n i really cant tolerate MA-KEL la..

and if i happen to see them coming, i'll steam my milk to super hot..

coz they always complain its not HOT when it's HOT!!

gundu thambi!!

Ni lah, MA-KEL2 slalu jalan atas api..dah biase gaknye ngn panas..

They're kinda ego too..

Lyk last week..

Hym: i wan a howt latte..

Me:The hot one ya..(just to re-confirm)

Hym:Noo Noo..i want the howtt one(wif their trying-to-be-slang essence)

Me:Yah,the hot one..

Hym:(blur looking)..Noo..the hoowtt onee..

Me:(nak ajerr aku simbah air panas pat kau)..Yes,the hot one sir..

Hym:Ok but..i want Vewwryy howtt..

ME: -_-' (haii yelah mambanggg)

Ok nw abt skul.. stop giggling abt dat mamak thinggy eh.. =p

skul..im lyk on the verge of quitting..

bt,im not gonna quit..

at least lets try la k..

try harder..

i just felt somehw dat these monkeys r demoralising me uh..

saeing lyk "u can no nid to go to class animore..for sure fail..bla3"

satu kali ku stone cold stunner korg..

And..last fridae went to gelanggang training since..puase?? =S

Ok..trying to refresh back things n stuff..

alryt..its getting late..

guuwt nyttt peoplee(MA-KEL's essence)

take care..

salam..

see u tmrw dearie~ =)

2008-01-17T11:31:00.000+08:00

hie helloo..... umm..guess im nt late to wish happy new year huh?? haha!! its lyk damn soo late la to wish happy new year..! kuku syaheed!
aniwae,im in skul..kinda bored,having break nw.. so here i am bloghopping..
hop and hop and hop.. den view dis aishmariaaaaamakjendol's blog.. =p
if ur readin this,i guess there's sumtink wrong wif ur tagboard laaaa!
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soo irritating la sey..
haha!
i dunno its ur tagboard dat's gong-gong, or this comp dats gong-gong..
bt watever it is,im not the gong-gong one.. haha! =p

and so life is so peace if u rot one whole dae at home, playing PS2 and comp..
but how i wish la eh..
So,life is crazy,with work and skul and silat and frens and my noisy siblings and
crazy gf and my hungry rabbit and...ahh shuddup!
and i've been having nightmare abt this guy.. its been 2 daes..
hope not tonight again..

kla..debik debik dedebikk dats all folks! =D
stupid pig!
Peace Upon Ya..

2007-12-25T03:24:00.000+08:00

harloo harloooo...

ya yaa...

its been eons since i update this stinko blog..

ite been eons since i type wwwDOTbloggerDOTcom..

yawnss...

aniwae.. werking sucks laa..

no life..dats ryt..

holidae bantai kerjaaa jekk..

end up fall sick..

gudd....

if aint coz of werk,i'll be chilling arnd wif frens.. wake up late.. slack.. playing games.. count the number of dust around the house..k crap.. oh ya, and crap arnd wif my siblings too.. =)

i gt nuthin much to sae..or maybe my brain gt nuthing much to sae,bt my big mouth gt lots to sae.. =D so gf had to bear wif my big mouth wen we talk on the fone la.. haha!

nuthing much abt me.. styl the old-growing-cheeks me(tapi hensem tetap ade =D)

and stomach kip growing(tapi tetap hensem jgk.. =D) hahaha! and aniwae, selamat cross-mas....selamat tahon baru.. selamat belated hari raya haji and selamat menyalamatkan diri daripada kasim selamat.. k ngarot2.. (tapi hensem tetap maintain.. =D) hahaha!!

kk..sblum tdo,ade pantun..ehem2.. dngr nie..baikk punya..

dua tiga kuching naek ferry,

mane nk same babi beros gigi..

dua tiga mate da tk ley carry,

mcm suar,besok kerja lagi!!! =D

hahaha!! k byee byeeeeeee!!

Ternyata siape makin BULAT!! =D

-it feels so long since we met.. miss eu dear.. =/

2007-12-18T00:57:00.000+08:00

Salam everyone~

btw i'm Pwincess Barney updating for the owner of this blog. As all of you can see, diz blog has yet to be updated since raYa!!! (da basiii lurH~~) Huhuhu...currently syaheed is busy tats y he seldom hav the tym to update. I apologise on behalf of him yah. So tats y i'm here to update his fans regarding him. hahaahaa...

(ehEm3...)

GEnerally syaheed is still standing taLL and has been breathing as per normal. Syukur alhamdulillah...and2 has been eatin VERY2 well... KUsmangaT!!=p
Opss ok2 enuf..........
senang ckp lah yer, si empunyer blog ni masih sihat walafiat. Klw ade peminat2 yg kangen sama dia, sila SMS ajjer.

anyway, take care all
=)

2007-10-28T00:16:00.000+08:00

Boring la sey ni blog!

sape nye blog nih??

haiyoo.. so hensem! =p

Well aniwae..its not late to wish u guys out there SELAMAT HARI RAYA =)

First dae of raye..was late for solat raye..standard,bngn lambat..

aiysyah's eyes was swollen.. mybe the dae b4 she play bunga api n she stares too much at the spark..

went to most of my dad's side..

Dae 2,went to mum's side..

Dae 3,went to backside.. ok i cant remember laaa!!

well aniwae,i dun jln raye dat much.. skul & werk just occupy my time..

n its hard fer me to mit up wif ketupat too..

nt yet jln raye wif NYP silat mates, Cekak mates & my crazy frens..

Onli starbuck ppl onli..

thanx eh big fish!

well aniwae(brapee bnyk aniwae dahh),werking sumtyms kinda stress too la..

the other dae a customer was suppose to pay $34+ by credit card..

den i go key in $12.12..

Den another dae im suppose to return customer $5+..

n i gave him $40+!!

lucky he soo honest..

good uncle! =)

bankrupt jgk starbucks..haha!

gong-gong eyes!

ok i tried to do some stretching the other dae 4 e fun of it..

wakaliao!! cannot make it la sey!

i think its tym to change sports la..Lets play Golf den!!

Or goli instead..hidop melayu!

Lets talk abt things recently..

Everything's ok..great..

just dat had lack of slip la..

Yesterdae slept at 1 a.m..den wake up at 5.30 am..

werk at 7-5pm..

btw,remember the tv show Krayon?

the kak nura went starbucks just nw.. hahaha!

ok den after werk had sumtink else which ended arnd 11 pm..

i think my knee starts to sprain again..

aiyobanana!!

well good nyt peopleee...

and GRATZ for those who went for the World Champ..! =)

till here den..salam

*ketu kutu mutu!! ;p thank eu for the time spend..for biggie =) n for everything..

i really dunno hw else to thank eu.. haf a gd rest awk.. andddd dun eat too much!!

coz on THURSDAEEEEeee!!! =p hahaha! smile always,stay happy wif snowy & mon..

2007-10-05T14:18:00.000+08:00

4 October '07 - Happy One Year mercifully-marsh.blogspot.com =))

5 October '07 - Happy S. Four =/

2007-10-04T00:12:00.000+08:00

ok da lamer tk update.. nt bcoz i ran out of picture of cats..coz im werking..aniwae i gt lots of things to talk abt bt malas la.. btw,katil roboh lagik.. hahahaha! twins sae my cheeks getting bigger dats y katil roboh.. mach plk kate berat dosa.. ham plk kate katil aku made of sticks... ape lagikkk???

werking in the month of ramadhan was super godaan.. kdng2 serve si angmo2 slang2 nie mak oii.. pakaian seksa.. iman goyang sekejap la sey.. goyang2..goyang kepala goyang.. everydae there must be 1 funny/weird things dat will happen.. lyk just nw i was studying for my bar test.. was sitting,reading my book..den alih pt sebelah ade nenek tue cina nie terjatuh.. i was stun for awhile.. den pas tu tolong la.. i dunno la..wen she fell,i was lyk "nie nenek jatuh dari mane sey??" haha..but pity her la..she's so old! bt imagine la nga baikk nye khusyuk blaja alih2..GEDEBAK! kesian nenek tu.. niat suci murni dtng starbucks nk minom kopi.. daa buat breakdance pt tngh2 starbucks.. haiyoo..

jab and aul been complaining.. they sae i gt new frens nw n i forgt abt dem..i ask wt makes dem sae dat..they sae i nvr mention their names in my blog animore.. okkkkk... so here it isss.....

jab jaba jabu jabaruni jabo jablo jabobo jabon jabomo jabubu jabakuku jabaluku jabad jabibo

aul aulilo aulala aulano aulamakedodol aulian aulkingston aulalat aulmakaroni aulapompo

ok bestt!! so..i still remember u guys k.. =)

thanx fadh..thanx dani..thanx everyone fer everything.. insya'allah theres still hope =)

to you..thanx for everything..u really hope the best for me.. sorry to trouble u..n sorry to made u come all the wae to my crib,den to me werk place,den to school early in the morning.. million thanx awk.. =)

2007-09-22T14:08:00.000+08:00

if u guys were sadden bcoz ur repeated modules, failure, unexpected grades and didnt meet ur target in exams..well just dont give up la k.. at least its not the end.. just continue and be strong.. bcoz things aren't what i expect nowadays for me.. not only affecting me & my future, but i realise dat it affects ppl around me,my family,ppl close to me, friends, NYP silat, kak aida, abg nana, ganda putra, and hell i just want none of u to feel bad abt it or watsoever..

Thot of having just one more involvement in IVP.. just one last tym next year.. maybe there will be but, not be representing NYP.. it feels so shitty nowadays.. i dun hate life, i just hate the situation i am ryt now.. wat am i suppose to sae to my dad, coaches,and fadh and isa and everyone.. one at a time they're down n gone wif injuries..
hadi..
hykel(yes i noe abt it bro..)
mus..
fadh..
acap..

all those who have graduated lyk..
sub
wan imran,
fauzi,
aini..
az..
azli

and now its a goodbye to me.. ok mybe i shldnt have prioritise silat ferz.. my future.. yea..and it all happened bcoz of silat too.. watever.. lets plant a bomb in NYP..

its fasting and im lyk being bombard with all this things.. and other things.. and.. anddd......
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hah..nk tau tu ape?? tu la bahase greek..

2007-09-20T14:38:00.000+08:00

when u felt dat the world suddenly opposed and ignored you..

ambushed by problemS wen ur njoying urslf..

there's no way out but to settle things one at a time..

n u felt lyk shooting urslf ryt thru the head..

ok so yesterdae buke puase wif the NYP silat mates.. acap showed me shakir's bufdae surprised.. was cool and kecoh..! but den u guys ambush hym at 12 in the midnyt.. waa!! kecoh la seyy~! =p

BoMO styl wondering.... and wondering... and wondering... and wondering... and wondering... and wondering... and wondering... and wondering... and wondering... and wondering... and wondering... and wondering... and wondering... and wondering... and wondering... and wondering... and wondering... and wondering... and wondering... and wondering... and wondering... and wondering... and wondering... and wondering... and wondering... =))

i just need tym to think..what to do next... something really rejuvenates my day..but shucks,i cant!

million thanx for the concern.. =)

2007-09-13T23:08:00.000+08:00

asalamualaikum..(chey..dier beri salam lah.. =p)

so yesterday i slept at arnd 4.30.. chat wif BoMo(dani),tulangman(hykel) and zafiro ketot(zaf).. =p was kinda kecoh lah.. first this bomo disturb2 me..den she complain to tulangman.. complainer big body!! den we 4 conference on msn.. den disturb each other.. n i was kinda gone crazy la.. so i kept quiet for awhile..was creating a song for them.. they called me biawakman.. pisang goreng betol! so here it is the song..btw,sorry ratu =p

Aku punya teman

bernama tulangman..

ha ha ha..

mana saja dia selalu,ada zafiro

dia amat pendek..

dan juga gedek..

ha ha ha..

dia selalu nk side si daniMOk..

namun mok binyit..

ketika biawak panggil dia BOMO

dia juga katakan

"ape kau kisah klu aku geMOK"

cukup rasa dah ade tulangman..

kini pula ada Biawakman..

dan juga ada si zafiro..

dan pula si BOMO..

perut macam sumoooo...

=p ok ngarot.. haha! den chat2.. den slept at 4.30 lyk i mention..den mama woke me up at 5 plus.. cant remember la wt tym.. den mkn sahur ramai2.. den baba plan nk cat uma.. den i suggest to hym,cat color hitam..jdi bile rayer klu org nk dtng uma nnti drg tngk "aii..gelap aje ruma marsh..mesti tkde org pt uma uh nie" =p cantikkk!!! haha! ok ngarot lah..i was so slippy.. manusia2 species aku nie klu ngntok mesti bbl mengarot nye..

den woke up at err..2 plus...online jap..den mandi..solat..played PS2..solat asar.. den continue PS2 again.. =) klu tk uat ape2 perut bising nnti.. den went shop wif my bro & aiysyah.. beli mknan..den buke ramai,execpt for dad..he's at werk.. sebelum mkn my mindset was "ok marsh jngn mkn bnyk2 nnti trawih org laen sujud kau sorg2 buat backflip.." haha! astargfirllah.. i mean nnti klu nk solat susah..berat.. so.. dah azan..da bace doa sume.. den.. aiseymann.. ade epok2,murtabak,roti john.. aAaA!! REMBAT aje laa!!!! =p da habes mkn,mcm2 bunyi ade.. ade yg sedawe ade..yg kentot beraneka bau pon ade! =p

den after dt solat maghrib pt uma..den off to trawih.. tym terawih..fulamek.. godaan!! haha! pakal aku diri on the first few front row.. itu angin macam mau keluarr aje jebat! tu endure maha endure la sey.. alhamdulillah manage to solat 23 rakaat.. im so happy =) den reached home, recite yassin wif my mum.. den here i ammmm..... rock you like a hurricane..! Aaaa shut up!!!

ok till here den.. salam(jawab..tk jawab dosa! =))

kucing pon pandai pakai tudong.. mauttt2!! =)

2007-09-12T22:30:00.000+08:00

"It's Not Over"

I was blown away.

What could I say?

It all seemed to make sense.

You've taken away everything,

And I can't deal with that.

I try to see the good in life,

But good things in life are hard to find

We'll blow it away, blow it away.

Can we make this something good?

Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.

**Let's start over.

I'll try to do it right this time around.

It's not over.

Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.

This love is killing me,

But you're the only one.

It's not over.

Taken all I could take,

And I cannot wait.

We're wasting too much time

Being strong, holding on.

Can't let it bring us down.

My life with you means everything,

So I won't give up that easily.

I'll blow it away, blow it away.

Can we make this something good?

Cause it's all misunderstood.

Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.

***We can't let this get away.

Let it out, let it out.

Don't get caught up in yourself.

Let it out.

Let's start over.

It's not over, yeah...

This love is killing me,

But you're the only one.

It's not over

2007-09-12T18:37:00.000+08:00

im lazy to post..

aniwae,had challet on monday..

finally..she came along.. =)

overnyt there..

at aloha..

kecoh..fun..with all those crazy peeps around..

went home on the 2nd dae..at nyt..

slmt berpuase..huahuaa!!

2007-09-09T17:20:00.000+08:00

Friday

Can't remember wt tym i woke up.. bt i remember saying to myslf "5 more minits 5 more minits".. bt den pk2 balik. 5 minits nnti terlajak krg tk pi solat jumaat plk.. so mr syaheed wake up n drag hymslf into the toilet..bath..siap2 den off to the mosque..

den tym nk amek wudhuk, saw aul n mach.. mach just pass his motor license.. *AH!!!!!!*.. he was taking his wudhuk,den i pull his ears frm behind, n congrats hym la...haha! The third floor was full,so my frens sume solat sane sini.. bersepah..den after solat we slack in the mosque.. talking craps.. baring2 n all..den after dat went to buy bubble tea & old chang kee.. i dunno why but sweet talk's oreo ice blend taste lyk milky2 coffee air jampi.. nvm..

den went to pasir ris.. bought BEN & JERRY.. again.. -_- and she bought kfc.. ate by the beach.. after eating played some stuipt games wf her.. =) den walk into the swamp.. den passed by the stable.. and went back to tampines.. solat..den bought cake fer din.. after which we proceed back to pasir ris beach back again.. then we plan to bring din into the swamp, n i'll be in there with the cake.. =)

walking in the swamp,ALONE.. was kinda spooky.. lucky i bought my 6600 phone.. listen to music while walking.. b4 entering the swamp,of course la bace2 dulu.. den biler da pt dlm tu.. dari luar aje aku nmpk relex..tpi dlm hati.. i remember saying "err..aku tk kacau kau,kau jngn kacau aku k.. nak makan,cake ade..tpi jngn mkn aku" =p

den bile dah smpai this pondok, put the candles n all..den..while waiting for them, "err..ape aku nk buat eh?" i just sat infront of the cake..stare at it while listening to music.. den finally they arrived........ *SUR-PER-RICE!!!* =)

den after dat all,we ate the cake by the beach.. talk2..played stupit games again.. =) den went home..
*thot of sending eu.bt its very late awk..sorry =S

Saturday..went to my aunt's place..gt maulud ramadhan.. den mkn2 n all.. reached home arnd 12 plus..

Sunday...slack at home..rot till dawn..!! tmrw..challet!!!!
woohooo~

till here den..salam lebaran! =p

was 12.08 just a bad dream? missing is good,bt dun lose it.. *heartz Eu*

2007-09-05T00:35:00.000+08:00

hello... ok lets start of wif monday... had 12 hours of sleep the nyt b4..thot of calling dumdum bt den tertdo... and so,reached skul at 12.45.. isa standard..lambat..and during rehearse i was lyk ganda sawan,lawan sorg2... =p den after dat, siap2 n all.. took pix n stuff den off to toa payoh..

In the bus...was kecoh lah.. me and isa disturb2 hakkim,nurul,yana,ain,aby..and summore sape ehh.. cant recall uh.. nyanyi lagu "ape nk jaadii..ape nk jadii" den we change the lyrics, kacau2 dorg..haha!

da sampai sane sume..set up mattress.. den warm up pat luar n all.. after dat... showtime.. =) there's masal,tunggal,ganda,bela diri and regu.. presenting NYP silat berwarna-warni sempena hari raye nk dtng nie.. =)

yg kat atas tu hensem beb! haha..

den after p4mance..headed to fork&spoon.. mkn there ramai2.. den proceed to el-sheik.. =) chill there.. talking craps.. crazy peeps singing.. had a great tym there,wif u by my side.. =) den went off at arnd 10.45..

Today.. ms poor butt came to my crib.. bullied my rabbit.. fought wif my lil sis.. and destroy my pasu bunga.. =p just kiddin.. she help out clean my doorstep.. arranging the shoes n all.. i just realise how alot my family shoes have.. dah mcm pasar malam la sey..! hehe.. thank eu awak.. =) den after maghrib went off.... send her home... den now here i am... =)

************************************************************************************

if i cant haf u......

den i'll be gays..

a fierce one.. =p

*happy supposedly 3 months... DDMS567 =) this may seems soo complicated.. but just want u to noe..i styl heartz eu!

till here den..salam..

2007-09-02T12:46:00.000+08:00

Saturdae morning was soo hard to wake up.. dah cantik2 nye bangon pukol 8.. nk gi training.. den..standard lah.. 5 more minits laa.. haha! 5 minit.. plus minus.. times sq root of proot2.. is equal to overslept.. =) wake up at 10.30 instead.. =p lucky ade mak jendol sangguppp amek kite yerr.. =p haha! thanx aby..

i was rushing..mandi den pack brng2 sume..den bwk tea-o ngn roti kaya mkn pt dlm van aby.. haha! den otw there.. mak wey... aby was driving.. den ade anak lipas crawling up.. den she drove the van terpekik terlolong steering left n right dah macam maen Datona pt arcade la sey.. itu van kalau breakdance pat tngh2 expresswae.. and we were to naek a bigger van with a red blinker on top and the sound "eeeEeooOo-EeEeeoooo", and all because of a small lipas aby!!!! pat atas katil hospital jgk syaheed ngn isa smackdown aby.. =p haha!

Den training mcm biase.. ended at arnd 2 gtu.. after training went to the airport.. abg din going umrah.. had my lunch at BK wif family..after dat went to banquet at eastpoint.. ate fish n chip.. =) den reach home..after solat all.. went to pasir ris beach.. met zul and fauzi there.. fishing.. den zul's fren join along..

den taufiq wanna join along..he called fauzi.. den he ask to wait at downtown entrance.. he said dt i'll be fetching hym wif motard.. kiwekk! haha! 2A siotzz..!! den taufiq was lyk, biar betol sey.. syaheed baru 18 da ade class 2A ehh.. den fauzi kate aku PSLE stayback la hape lahh.. kekek sey.. den i went to fetch hym..wif my bicycle.. haha! i saw hym n i laugh lyk hell sey pagi2 buta..

den around 3 plus gtu hujan.. i was eating twisties b4 dat.. den it rain.. den all of them was "eh..lincar2 pasang tent!!" den while they were fixing the tent i was shifting the bags n stuff la.. den they haven't finish fixing up the tent.. i took my bag n my twisties n i went into the tent.. den the rest was outside..wet..fixing the tent..and im happily in the tent eating twisties.. =p

after rain stopped.. we played alot of diff2 games.. some head cracking games.. world record is taufiq la.. he can't figure out how to play "bang bang" from 2 am till 7 am!! dats 5 hours la sey! haha!! daripd awan gelap..smpai dah terang..smpai rad dah sampai.. baruu la dier dpt tangkap.. tu pon me, fauzi n zul dah mcm geram gtu.. we gave hym clue and even the answer, tu pon dier maseh tk dpt tangkap.. kekek la sey.. was kecoh lah.. =p

and so, if u realise.. i havn't slip frm ysterdae till NOW!! waa!! i cant sleep, tho im sleepy.. takot terlajak..nnti ade bbq pit.. o_O Toma2..bulu roma...naik coma..haiyoMAMA!!!!!!!!

till here den..salam.. *yawn*

boom SHA-KE-LA-KE boom!!!

2007-09-01T01:04:00.000+08:00

and so... didnt manage to wake up at 8, to mit my secondary frens at 9 plus.. but i did wake up at 8 laa.. but, thot of...alaa..5 more minits la.. 5 minits habess.. bangon jek pukol 11.30.. missed call ribot la sey..haha! bt still i went to my secondary school la..

thot of taking my art piece..bt cldn't find it in the art room.. damn those burglars!! haha.. met mr. farizal,ms audrey tan,cikgu badariah..sape lagik eh? err.. cant recall uh.. =S

den went to town wif zuk,mach,gig & jab.. =p

den went for training.. doing tangan kosong for ganda was lyk running from hell.. nafas pat bontot nyer case.. den ade hati aku lang isa "eh isa..nnti ganda kitorg suare skali uhh" haha! laen tahon je la isaaa.... =p aniwae, we had full-dress rehearse just nw.. so far, great alhamdulillah.. just nid a lil brush up will do... den went home wif sub n hakkim..

bsok pagi ade training...waaadaamit!! k bye..

*swallow dem back and never show them again to others....

2007-08-31T02:51:00.000+08:00

oh hello.... and so its 2:52 AM-pit smelly arm-pit... was asleep just nw.. den had a disturbing dream.. den terbngn.. and now..i cant sleep..

ok err..all i cld remember is dat.. me n my fren was chilling at starbucks.. and.. i went to.. dunno where..and i found this glasses... oh btw, im talking abt my dream just nw.. so chill uhh.. haha..

hehe! i dunno where i found it.. i remember dat i told my frens dt i wanna go toilet.. bt.. tk munkin nie bende pt dlm toilet plk kn? ok aniwae,its just a dream.. so.. =) i wore it.. haha! intention was to fool my fren la.. but den as i went out of the toilet..wait uh.. i dunno its a toilet or not..coz in the toilet there are my pile of clothes dat looks lyk how mama lipat my clothes.. some kind of a public toilet huh? ok aniwae,as i went out of the toilet..i was at another place.. my bro n some of his frens was in silat uniform.. and mama was there too.. and, my bro become imam.. bt he dunno how to solat.. *grr!* =p den mama run away.. waa!

den i woke up...wait..i THOT i woke up.. bt actually not.. rupanyaa mimpi dalam mimpiiii.... =p okok den ermm.. went out of my room..everything was so dark..den i went of my house.. den was about to close the door suddenly theres light in my house..n baba was there using lappy.. haha! den he ask,where i wanna go..

den suddenly theres this white figure flying around my house.. spooky lah.. i was kanchong bt my dad seems to be relax.. haha! den..baruu terbangonnn... bile terbngn, mr heart was thumping sooo fast.. msg her, n she had a disturbing dream too.. huhu.. anione else had a bad dream too todae?

den after awake,thot of slipping wif mum n dad.. went to their room, saw mr lappy on their table.. den nt slippy, SOooo...... =)) here i am blogging..

its 1st of sept... HAPPY BUFDAE AUL!! =) and..HAPPY TEACHERS DAE.. (",)

kla..off to slip back now.. take care people... SWEETdreams...salam.. =)

*sorry to wake u up.. sweetdreams awk... =) mon..look after mak lodeh while she's asleep aitz.. =p

2007-08-29T13:00:00.000+08:00

Finally exams are over..but.. results? nnti2 ley pikir la.. haha! will be having.. 6 weeks of hols.. dun wanna rot at home everydae till schools reopen.. so aniwae ysterdae after my last paper, went to plaza sing wif minah kilang.. =p watched dead silence wif her sis & fren.. fren eehhhh... ehem2! =p thanx for the treat awakk.. =) dat sumone was really into dat movie till tears drop.. ape la sehh.. tngk cite seram pon cry.. haha! den proceed to ochard.. walk3.. den home swit home..

its wednesdae! so.. will be going fer training ltr.. mcm malas pon ader.. haha! bt haf to go la.. mondae gt p4mance... after p4mance we plan to go el-sheik.. =)

lets shake some butt there....

oh ya.. aiysyah noes hw to recite surah yasin! =) she noe two verse of surah yasin.. dt tym was eating at banquet wif family.. den org srh doa nak makan..she bace yassin.. haha! imagine setiap kali klu nk mkn disuruh bace yassin..biler nk game?? =p den i thot she only noe the 1st verse only.. come on wt u expect frm a 3 yr old kid-o.. den after she sae "yassinnn" den she pause.. den she continue "wal quran nil hakimm.." n i was shock..err and amused and smiling and laughing and syukur-ring and wow-ing and asking her to recite again n again and Lodeh hai mak lodeh Lodeh anak Pak Salleh Cucu Osman Janggut Kaki untut hingus meleleh.. haha! ngarot..'

ohh oh!! and not forgettin'! HAPPY BUFDAE AZLINA BINTE saye-tak-tau-nama-pakcik =( !! my silat buddy, my maple fren, my friend my preeeciouussss(smigol) =p .. hehe!

ok till here den..

exams r over.. MAPLE TYM!! =))

2007-08-27T04:26:00.000+08:00

problem one after another..
this brain is gonna turn upside down one dae.. =)
aniwae..i miss the old marsh...
problems just makes me kept quiet..less noise..less talk..
1.relationship
2.exams
3.uncle's condition
4.family situation
5.PSCS
6.preparation for silat peformance
7.her tagboard
8. err..must i list all of dem??

i nid a place to ease myslf.........

pix frm kak mimi.. hope u dun mind.. =)

2005....

*remember our 2005 hari raya outing? went to hidir's house..den his sis came out of her room and all the guys was lyk.... *waaa* haha! our crazy peeps lyk kammal, shahril_airborne, acap n all.. we were soo kecoh in the bus.. we sang hari raya songs n competition cheer in the bus.. haha! those tyms were soo great..

arwah khalis left in late 2004.. styl remember dt tym was bulan puase.. was waiting to go trawih wen kak fizah msg abt arwah khalis.. he's a very nice guy...

den our belt grading at simei east c.c..

and our competitions where afif, aizat kutip, khidir, abg kama n all were styl active in cekak..

2006...

*den in 2006 we had outing lyk picnic at the sentosa beach.. styl could remember how kecoh we r playing soccer dat tym..haha! moenawir kene gunting ngn fauzi tym nga dribble bola.. den we had our own team trademark n all.. =p

coach recognition award.. org laen nga mkn pt dlm, yg bdk2 silat kluar amek2 gmbr.. tk senonoh btol..haha!

den competitions.. during this tym, the ppl slowly decrease... hmm.....

2007.....

*2007.. few daes before PSP..something happened...if u guys cld remember... our semangat was super down few daes before competition due to some things.. den we had a talk.. n our semangat during PSP was waa.. we were so ON during our first match.. rezzan endured his ankle injury on his final..

we didn't gave up.. and IVP and PSK was cekak's rezeki.. alhamdulillah.. to me, yg tk pernah dpt gold,alhamdulillah..aku doakn dpt satu golddd ajekk.. tuhan kasi aku 3.. bonus tuh! =) den tu poji,yg kian lama tk pernah dpt medal.. alhamdulillah jgk finally he gt medal.. 2 plk tuu.. 1 gold 1 bronze... happy giler si dektu..haha.. so goes to acap.. hafiz n rad representing s'pore during s'pore open and overseas games... n other cekak peeps dat gain something this yr too..

PSCS was more den just a bunch of ass-kicking peeps..

wats left now?.. hmm... nvm..

*to you.. i noe i've been acting so kindof weird lately.. even i myslf dont noe wats happening... just take gd care of urslf la aitz...

*to cekak peeps..i noe cekak has been kinda shakey lately.. just pray n hope for the best je la k..

*to mama,kak aida,aiman isa & aul.. HAPPY BUFDAE MAMA..IBU NYP SENIKU & U GUYS!!!!! =)

2007-08-22T23:48:00.000+08:00

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now i'm missing you
And i'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know
So now i'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
But you wouldn't give me a chance
with you not around it's a little bit more than i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But i know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

It's been a long time since you called me
You got me feeling crazy
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me,
your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

So baby i will wait for you
Cause i don't know what else i can do
Don't tell me i ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby i will wait for you
If you think i'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do i'll wait for you

So why does your pride make you run & hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But i know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby i will wait for you
Baby i will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do

Baby i will wait for you
Cause i don't know what else i can do
Don't tell me i ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby i will wait for you
if you think i'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do i'll wait for you

I'll be waiting.

2007-08-15T01:12:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5fvU-oPAvY4

i found diz video on the internet.. youtube i mean..
thanx to fauzi who told me abt it..
its a short video of my match btwn me and fadhli asad..
i guess his frens upload it coz i remembered his frens
standing at dat position of the camera view..
they're lyk the pasar-geylang-kecohism ppl lelong-ing even 3-4 ppl only.. =p
ok aniwae.. watch at the 28's second where i was scissors by hym..
tergolek mcm nangke bebb.. burookk siaa! hahaha!
bt kinda cool! da mcm ganda gtu.. cheyy.. sorry isa! =p hahaha
datz during PSK 07..the recent competition i had..
and ermm.. both my cuzzie is fadhli's pengampit..
imagine ur close cousins being ur opponent's corner man..
kinda funny la..haha! bt im cool wif it..
tarik bulu hidong korg baru tau.. cheyy.. haha!

study week kinda boring too..
biler skola, malas nk pi skola...
skrg biler da ade break,mcm nk pi skola plk..
*dig nose*
been slacking for the pass few daes wif my frens..
setiap kali nk klua jek mama will sae..
"nak pergi mane ajerrrr kauu nih..tkley ddk diam2 eh?"
hahaha..i hope she mean it in a joking wae..err..hope =)
and aiysyah will menyampok if she's around.. =p
oh yarh..the other tym,my dad saes to her..
"aiysyah pukul along..along notty"
guess wat she said...she said..
"bantai ajerr!"
hahahahahahahaha!!!
nth manerr dier blaja word bantai pon aku tk tau la..
bt the wae she said it was funny sey..haha!
didn't even expect her to sae dat in the first place too..
imagine ur 3 yrs old sis saying dat to u.. =p

sometyms u didn't realise dat all this small little things cld bright up ur dae..
during secondary times i use to spend less tym wif family..
klu ngn family pon kdng2 ddk bertape dlm bilik sampai berabok..
at tyms u felt dat ur parents r noises to ur ears..this and dat..
frankly,i used to felt dat wae before too..
some of u guys may felt dat before too..
esp wen u spend tyms wif ur frens the most..
and u find dat frens brightens ur daes more than ur family do..
yes but come to think of it..as u grow.. u haf to see where do u prioritise ur family
and frens..
without family,u wont haf frens..
eventhough mum always nagged at u all the tym..
and wen dat happen,just take it positively..
and u nid to change the mood of the situation too..
and to do so,u nid to be close to them..
kalau mcm aku dulu ddk dlm bilik tunggu rambot gugor..
den alih2 salam mak blg nk klua nk jumpe kawan..
den balik malam2.. sape tk pening..
tk kene chokeslam ngn mak aku dah cukop bagos sey tu..
ok ngarot.. aniwae... all i wanted to sae is dat..
cherish ur family.. besok luse kalau korg saket berak2 kerr.. dorg jgkk yg tolong..
jngn sampai terlambat membuat mereka senyum,gembira sblum mereka
mendahului..

i sound lyk ust buat ceramah sey.. haha!!!
ya aiyuhal lathi'na aamanu solu alaihi wasalimu taslimaa... =p
waaaa!! hahahahaha!!
silap2 klu aku buat ceramah,org2 rejam aku ngn batu sey..
batu tkde,slippar pon jadi...
baik2 nga "wasalimu taslimaaaaADUMAK!!"
kene lempar batu..hahahaha!!
ok crapstick chopstick mintk kene lastic dngn plastic! wth...

ok till here den b4 i continue crapping..
salam..

*to eu..wipe off those tears and smile from this nyt onwards...*

2007-08-12T04:06:00.000+08:00

Pixes frm aisha & ima's cam.. still waiting to gt pixs frm aizat.. =)

ferz there were 18..

then 26..

den dunno hw many left dat went to fat bird...
didn't manage to took the whole lot of us pix..

2007-08-12T03:30:00.000+08:00

here's something for you...

we made thru the obstacles..
and i thot this time,u wld say..
we cld make this thru too..
bt u noe papa better..
and u noe there's no hope if he knew it..
we were soo happy and crazily madness yesterday..
how things change so fast today..
anithin cld happen in just a split sec..
days of us have come to an end..
all i wanted to say is that..
i really cherish the moments we had..
the tyms i was loved by eu..
the seconds of laughing..
and the minits of shedding..
yes u did change me alot..in a good way..
thats something special about u..
u taught me lots of things..
encourage..support and care..
million thanx for everything...
till here...
salam . . . . . . . . .

5/6/7 - 12/8/7

what's left was only

sweet memories...

2007-08-08T01:49:00.000+08:00

helloooo.....

ok bye... =))

ok hello back again....
perangai macam pusat betol!!!
dah type panjang2 den terdelete sumer...
iman tersentuh skjap..haha! ngarot!! kk...

**sunday**

date:5/8/7
marks our 2 month..alhamdulillah...
err..ape aku tulis tadi ehh...nga recall jap! su'un betol..!!
4gt it..aniwayyyyyyyy......
planned to go out together..jln2 or sumting..
but was tired.. so we just spend the evening at lakeside..
talk...eat!! den talk.. and talkk..... and digging nose.. =p ok ngarot lagik..
oh yarhh.. on friday,she bought me a pink long sleeve for our adv. 2 month...
NIICEE!! thankx awkkk.. =))
my reaction? speechless+happy+geram..
speechless: i dunno hw to thank her..
happy: gt a gift..mestilh happy!
geram: err..hehe..we were at the down part dat period of tym.. soo.. yea.. =)
and..dats the baju dat i wore during NYP Silat Dinner...

**Monday**

met her in skul bfore going for my1 HOUR-wasteOFtime-rumahKALAUdekatTKPE-lesson..
den after dat mit yan ngn petir pat pyl... to ijat: aku lepak laaa!!!! kau tu tk koll akuu.. mane ingt aku lagik kaann....
ok den went home.. mkn ramai2 wif family..

**Tuesday**

pagi2 bngn jekk abby tegur..cant remember wat she said.. bt i noe its kecoh...hahaha!den she send me diz pict... which i dunno wen she took it!

1st pic: ganda?? hmm..more lyk gay i shld sae.. =) hahaha!! abg nana smpai meluat tngk aku ngn isa..perangai! hahaha!!

2nd pic: twins;"manee ajerrr beruang2 pt dlm hutan nie??"

aku;"yer sedare nk apee??"

az;".....smile.." err..she's promoting colgate i guess.. salah studio laa az.. haha!!

hmm..ok la.. till here den.. da nk pkl 3 pon.. tdoooo!! to u..i really had a great tym wif u just now...poor butt.. frm east to west uh.. =p i do miss the old u.. hope things r going back to normal now insyaallah...

take care...salam...

2007-08-06T23:32:00.000+08:00

** me and hadi**

the gays..i mean,GUYS! =)

**uS**

**The Gold MedalisT**

Lapar bebb..sanggup satu hari tahan mkn! =p

**Men Class E..Best Men '07..Artistic**

=))

syukur alhamdulillah.. =)
after the function,went to el-sheik with sub..
mit up wif fadhli n his fren there..
den off to simpang bedok..
reached home at arnd 2 plus in the morning.. waa!

**Happy 2 months**

2007-08-04T16:12:00.000+08:00

Pixes frm nus silat webbie....

Itu lah dierr.. al-kisah... going to NYP silat function later..

take care people..

will update more some other tym insyaallah...

salam...

2007-08-02T23:08:00.000+08:00

songs that reminds of you...

2007-07-28T01:51:00.000+08:00

its 3 in the morning nw..pix of last saturdae so..let the pix do the talking.... im tired

hah..my dani barney tk dpt ikot,dani murdani pon jadi lahh... =)
both tetap M0K jgk =p

aftr shisha-ing,met ms mayaaaa... she's my art teacher =)

followed her to her fren's shop,b4 grabbing our dinner..
ermm..wat r they doing??? =p

so erm..dats all... nxt week will be having common test,presentation and TWO nyt classes!!!
missing u alrdy laa awk... hope to see u soon.. sorry tdi tertdo wen accompany-ing eu studying..
thot of just resting..skali..hah kau! bt den, da bngn org tu plk yg tdo.. bagooss... =p
take care n haf a gd rest aitz dear..
im gaining weight laa!! thanx to you-know-who la eeehhhhh *big smile*

i guess my stamina have been super slamming down.. tdi lari pi class sikit jek da mcm kene kejar anjing..
kla, katil da memanggil tu...TDOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!

** lollipop loves barney too!(= **

8 daes to TWO =)
~567

2007-07-25T23:53:00.000+08:00

ok basically,diz gonna be a boring post..
no pix..waiting for aul to online to gt pix frm hym...

hmm..niwae,saturday...
after training went out wif mach,aul,jab,zuk and dani..
ferz we grab some bite at bugis burger king..
den off to el-sheik..
shishaaaa!! *puff3* =))
ate cheese roll and drank ice mint tea...
waahaha! sum1 jelous laa.. =p
was really hoping dat she cld come along..
sigh....
den met miss maya.. haha! still the old bulat her! =p
den went mkn at diz coffee shop..
super expensive la sey.. dun ever eat there again..
reached home at arnd 11 plus..

sundae,study for monday's test at peel wif aul,mach and along..
den went to nearby bazaar..they bought kebab n burger ramli..
ate..chat...den went home..
den the best part is dat on mondae..no test..
reason: not enuf question paper..photocopy machine rosak...
waaa!! buat pecah otak aku blaja den cancel..
after skul,went to ...err..i dont know where i went to wif her..
hahaha!
den headed to jurong point.. walk2.. den went to library..
cheyy..library la seyyyy..haha!
dennnn....tompang menompang kuPANG komPANG pelemPANG..
solat at her house..
otw to her house.. err..nehh.. im cool! =p ya rytt...
after solat ate wif her family..ade dessert.. waaa!!
kecohh... no wonder she's so round! =p

den on tuesdae..half wae lab,cabotttt!!
went to err...causeway point..izzit? dunno lah.. haha!
played arcade wif her..waa..kecoh la sey!
bt i won laa... =p
den mkn2 jap..den watch harry potek!
aftr dat go solat at masjid darusalam..is dt hw its spelled? =)
at clementi... den pas tu balikkkkkk...
wa saket la sey bontot ddk pt dlm mrt.. frm west to east..!

cant slip in the clbrm nimore laa..
haizz... everytym break,dunno where to go..
da mcm kene halau rumah gtu.. =p
btw,comp da ok but..gmbr sume HILANG LA SEY!!!!!
waliao weyyyy...

ok tu aje..sekian wasalam...

*to u..pls dun worry abt me.. im fine.. i tried not to tell u so dt u wont gt
so worried abt me,bt i just cant..i tried to be normal bt its spinning in my head..
aniwae its not often dat thing happen rytt..so,dun worry la k dear.. in fact,im fine..
i just nid rest aftr it happen..dats all.. hope it wont happen again, insyaallah..
gd nyt dear... see u in skul tmrw...
*huggiez!*

2007-07-14T00:44:00.000+08:00

harluuu...hmm...dunno wat to update actually.. let see..
after solat jumaat tdi,went to clubroom..
watched TRANSFORMERS wif her,hakkim,ayam & hadi..
dunno ain & fad was watching too or nt eh..hmm..
the show was great..
den abby mak kecoh dtng..
kekek sey..
dtng jek on lampu,in the middle of the show..
den she took out her calculator dunno calculate wat..
da mcm mak2 jual faaacialll la seyy..hahahahaha!!! =p
dun tell diz to abby or else im gonna be dead, esp barney! u complain dinosaur! =p
sum1 beside me strain her eyes couple of tyms to watch the show..
sapee nthh org tu gak nye...
told her to watch bt den..pity her laa..
go slip la awk...haha!
tdoooo jekk.. mkn ketwe2 tdo mkn ketawe2 tdo.. =p
den at nyt went to ang mo kio..
after solat went to mac..(mkn lagikk..ish2 =p)
den accompany her till at lakeside,pity my backside ..waa!
it endure the most toughest journey from one end to another..aaa shut uppp!!!

aniwae..thanx to hakkim finally i haf to top up my fone..
accidentally answered his call..
after 1 month plus of having a credit of 1 cent on my prepaid..
survivor la seyy..haha!

lappy's breakdown...
so..using her lappy nw..
hmm..she edited lots of me n her pic...
so swit... huaaaaaaa..... =))
oh ya..i was slipping in the clbrm juz nw after watching transformers..
den she woke up,n was lyk rushing buying food for me..
coz i had class..n i was super late..still asleep..haven't eaten..
hahaha..den she was the one dats so kanciong spider instead of me..
hahaha..so swit of u dear..bt funny at the same tym la u! silly barney.. =P
had a great tym wif u dear..
awk tk jelak ke hari2 tngk muke kiter??? hahahaha!
hari2 kene bully.. =p hehe.. awww....
cherish the moments i had wif u..
ur craziness n crapness juz makes me wanna...smack u upside down la!
hahahahaha!!
heartz u dear...
*hugz*

i missed the old tyms...
chilling wif my crazy frens at tamp..
went out wif dem..
talk crap n stuff...
sigh...
we used to chill together lyk almost everydae..
n todae...waaa.... miss u guys la!

i guess i haf to play for ganda again..
coz IVP nxt yr will be on march...
n therez a peformance for this netball thinggy..
power laa mariaaaak.. =p
hahahaha!
isaaaaa!! jngn uat aku malu lagik ehh!! hahahahaha!! =p

kk till here den..
peace upon ya all...
bye...

btw,kak mimi saes im ADORABLE!!! waaaa!! =p

2007-07-12T22:23:00.000+08:00

heyy..

comp breakdown...super sedih..

so bored at home,nuthing to do..

sigh..no more maple i guess...

well aniwae...

ALHAMDULILLAH...

=))

betulnye rezeki la diz yr..

after all those yrs passed..

muntah dlm gelanggang..mate lebam..bengkak sane sini..

finally.. =))

to ex..

i didnt expect u to tagged on her tagboard..

sigh.. i dunno wats ur motive though...

lets not talk abt it la..

things r going well wif me n her..alhamdulillah.. 1 month plus had passed...

heartz eu dear... =))

i juz nid a short break frm silat for awhile..

super tiredd laa..

one after another competitions...

till here den..

take care ppl..

take care awak...

bbye.... =))

2007-07-02T23:57:00.000+08:00

Yesterdae's match was kinda suc*...
bt alhamdulillah menang..
will be fyting wif...fadli asad in finals...
waaa...
fat hope to win la yes i noe...
bt just do my best insyaallah..

Let me share wif u guys some stupid secret..
after PSk..rushed home,change clothes den talk to her on the fone..
den bla bla bla....
den abt to sit on my bed...
den...
KABOOM!!!
"Ooo mak kau!!"
katil roboh la sey!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahaha!!
ni sume awk nye psl la nieee!!
syaheed bbl ngn org laen katil tk roboh..
biler bbl ngn awk je katil roboh!
ish.. da sah giant laa awakkk.. =p
haha! (tolak balak pat org laen ehh..bagoss!)

nuthing much to post actually...
boring...
die....
mati.......
waaarghhhh!!!
i need a break...

k bye... =)

2007-06-26T01:13:00.000+08:00

asalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera..
bertemu kita di berita rinkas jam 1.30 pagi..

Cuaca: cuaca di kawasan timur dengan tk tentu pasal menjadi sejuk..
nak tau knape sejuk? sbb ujan la beb tk munkin snow kan...

Sukan: Ahad lalu(tepi sikit,ahad nk lalu nie..=p) di bedok indoor stadium
mengadakan pertandingan "Pencak Silat Kebangsaan" bagi katogery
kanak2 cute2..adik2 terror..dan juga abg2/kakak2 yg hensem2..
(kakak2 pon hensem jgk..itu dinamakn hensem girl)
pertandingan ini bermula dari 15 haribulan jun hingga 7 julai 2007..
salah satu daripd abg2 yg hensem ialah Muhammad Syaheed Bin Abdul Aziz..
(Perasaan cheeseburger btol!!) Beliau ketemu dengan Saifullah dari
perguruan selayang pandang(naseb bkn seligi oii!!) dan alhamdulillah
beliau berjaya dngan kemenangan 3-0..
kata2 darinya "oh,saya ingin mengucapkn ribuan terima kaseh kpd
org2 giler yg turun menyokong saya pada hari itu..dan kpd salah satu
dripd penyokong giler itu,yang BULAT2 itu.. thanx 4er being there 4 me =)) "
*hugz*

sekian berita pada pagi2 buta nk mampos ini.. asalamualaikum....

**did it for NYP..now its for cekak..insyaallah...**

2007-06-22T22:20:00.000+08:00

2 weeks holidae was...okok lah.. overnyt fer 3 daes.. spend tym wif her..frens.. n the last few daes of the holidae week..juz training n competition..
i juz cldn't imagine how those who r in national team..everydae training.. n its lyk..no life.. no time to chill arnd wif frens.. have la but lesser tym n only on weekends lyk dat..
ok aniwae..competition one after another.. nw its PSK..
fyting diz sunday..arnd 4 plus.. wait..maybe it'll be arnd 6 plus.. (janji melayu mahh)
come to think of it.. am i doing all diz for the sake of future's memories?
impress my boss?
sounds stupid yea i noe..
i guess its juz sumtink dat i lyk to do..
juz lyk some ppl who lyks playing soccer under void decks,fields etc..
juz dat diz sport of my interest nids lots of training n stuff..
datz occupies lots of my time on it,den chilling arnd, slacking wif frens..
ok lets nt talk abt silat la..
i ain't a silat-freak or wat so ever..

attending skul was bad fer me lately b4 holidae..
cabot lect,even lab n tutorials too!!
apee nk jadi syaheed2...
ni sume silat nye psl laa..
ok..lets nt talk abt silat laaa!!!!!
bt den.. training was soo tiring seyy..
n wen u wake up the nxt dae jer da mcm PUAKA nk bngn nye la susah..
okok!! dun talk abt silat laa!
i guess wen skul reopens,no more excuses laa... hav to start attend all classes..
INSYA'ALLAH!!! =))
dulu tym secondary,mati2 nk masok poly..
n now? pemalas nk mampos!

its been 2 yrs since the last tym im in a relationship..
haha!!
know her fer lyk 1 yr plus..
n during dat 1 yr plus..we went thru ups n stupit dwns..
n today..here we are.. together.. lalala~
she's in the WEST!! waliaoo.. n im in the east..
sumtyms its kinda hard to mit her..
but wen we mit..selamat laa ehh!
tk kene kacau ngn aku tk sah..haha!!
being wif her was great la..cant deny dat..
she's a nice person i shld sae..
nice?? nice kababai! =p
haha!! jk jk...
heartz eu lods..!!!! =)
miss eu ryt nw..
aniwae,she's sumtyms evil laa!
pentingkn PERUT daripd matair!
hahahahaa!! =p =p =p

nw im missing my TTS frens too!
drg ajak chill pon tk trn..maen bola pon tk trn..
sigh.. all coz of silat training..
kk tkmo bbl psl silat laaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

i wanna watch shrek 3!! wanna watch transformers!!(lom lagi klua..relek dulu)
shrek 3 da nk basi sey..lom tngk2 lagi..
nvm.. tunggu sape2 beli vcd ke hape la ehh...

kla..till here den.. wat a composition!
bye2 young man and young ladies(fav quote by MR.EE!!!)
ok nw im missing secondary's lyf..
aaa..shuddup!!! bye....

2007-06-18T22:40:00.000+08:00

Fridae..21 peeps..21 monkeys..21 hooligans at changi bbq pit.. tu pon ade tk dtng.. sigh..
niwae.. though the bbq pit was FARRR... machh!! grr!! hahaha! but enjoyed the whole nite la..
was so kecoh.. i guess no one manage to slip dat nite..kecoh nk mamposness... haha!
den the nxt dae went to aby's chalet.. stayed there for 2 daes.. which means i didnt went home fer 3 daes.. haha!! kecoh2...

Went to bedok on sundae to watch PSK.. i still dunt noe weather i cld compete or not.. sigh..
i juz dun wanna let eu down bt with my condition ryt nw..i juz dun want to risk for 1 match, and cldnt play for future matches... dats all dat im concern abt... we'll see how things go la k boss..

till here den..im tired.. miss my barney lods..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
take care ppl.. byEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.................

2007-06-11T13:53:00.000+08:00

2007-06-10T00:36:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah...
Todae..me vs fazli..
menang..tko.. sigh..
lyk i mention on my previous post..
aku tkde perasaan dendam pun...
i juz wanna finish last yr's match..
but it happened once again..
im really2 sorry faz...

den after dat lwn TP_B
alhamdulillah..menang 5-0..
finalist r down to 6..
fauzi,hadi,me,wan imran,aini and shu..
insyaallah...we bring home the overall champ once again..
to hadi... sigh.... hope nuthing wrong la pls..insyaallah.. =(

tmrw..VIP match..me and NUS_A..
insyaallah...
pray 4 me ya!
n pray 4 the team too!
for the first tym of my silat lyf dapat masok final..
da tu tkpe..dpt ivp match lak tu..haha!!
alhamdulillah...
the rest of my family members r sick..
guess they're nt coming tmrw..
.......
doa restu dari mama ngn baba je is all i nid now..
kla..till here den...

to barney..dun be sad aitz..it affects the whole team too..
take care..n haf a gd rest... =)

2007-06-05T00:48:00.000+08:00

Elo......

Finally..IVP ryt nw... tunggu punya tunggu punya tunggu.....
ok la.... Day 1 was great..fun..kecohrable...
My ferz match was with SP_B...
Alhamdulillah menang 3-0..
Tk pernah2 tngh lwn ade bende tk senonoh jdi...
haha!!
nga gedebak-gedebuk..skali ade lalat terbang..pisang goreng btol!
didn't stayed up till fadh,mus n syed's matches la.. really sorry..
coz will be having seni the day after in the afternun..
pity fad lurh.. get well soon...

Day 2 was soo kelam kabutness la..
NUS klu bwh blok tkpe plk..
chey bwh blk eh.. kindergarden kepe siotz...
okok..waiting for ganda's turn was lyk waiting for hell to come..
thot of it..all those hard trainings,time sacrifice for family n FRENS
was mostly burn up coz of seni training..and if i were to bring back
nuthing,might as well i gave up before all this..
pasal ni laa aku felt left out sey biler sekali sekale jumpe dorg.. sigh..
alhamdulillah..dapat GOLD.. wahahahaha!!
NYP OVERALL SENI CHAMPION!!!!
3 Golds.. 2 Silver..1 Bronze...

kla..dats all for the update.... next match.. or shld i sae a re-match of last yr's
match..me n NUS... =) insyaallah kita bertemu di gelanggang ya fazli...
no dendam or wat-so-ever..i juz wanna finish up the last yr's match..
menang kalah itu sume rezeki... see u on saturdae..diz tym, ur home ground..
insyaallah....

2007-05-25T23:13:00.000+08:00

Last Saturdae...

Had a motivational talk for IVP by abg fili,abg zahid & abg fakar..

Den after dat went to nat' library wif hykel..den mit up barney fer awhile at esplanade.. and mit up my tts frens wif their psz crews...

Explored diz spooky place..Tkde pasal carik pasal punye bdk2...haha!!

Tmrw IVP weigh in.. im playing what class?? OPEN!!!! tk caye? hah tuu...

cantek kn? mcm setan!!!! k byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

2007-05-15T00:19:00.000+08:00

Juz came back...
Transfering pix frm mach nw..
i just dunno what to say/post...
i miss my tts frens laa...
miss the old times..
chilling wif dem.. tkyah stress2... hari2 ley ketawe smpai tergolek..
family..hari2 smpai uma jer sumer da tdo...
what a life sia...
been eager to attend all tutorials/lectures/labs...
a good way to avoid some things ey..
ahh..shaddup.....
tmrw starts skul at 2..
ape lagik..pas ni maple uhh.. =p
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Dear Mum, I know your always there
To help and guide me with all your care
You nursed and fed and made me strong
To face the world and all its wrong

What can I write you this day
For a line or two would never pay
For care and times you gave to me
Through long hard years unceasingly

How you found strength I do not know
How you managed I’ll never know
Stuggling and striving without a break
Always there and never late

You pray for me and love me more
How could I ask for anymore
And reared me up to be like you
But I haven’t the heart as kind as you

A guide to me in times of plight
A princess like a so bright
For life would never have been the same
If I hadn’t of learned what small things came

So forgive me Mum just a little more
For not loving you so much before
For life and love you gave to me
I give my thanks for eternity
Happy Belated Mothers Day mama... =)

2007-05-12T23:24:00.000+08:00

Wondering if dis blog is DEAD or nt huh?
well...not yet laa..
haha!
guess whos back..
back again..
he is back...
ahh...diam la kampret!

So far..so tired laaa...
mondae-thursdae training at skul..
fridae gt nyt class..
saturdae morning gt training..at nyt gt training oso..
sundae,REST!!!! TDO!!!! SLEEP LYK A PIG!!!! FAT PIG!!!! PENAT WAARGHHH!!!!!
ok..its updated!
huahua!!
bye.....

2007-04-09T12:55:00.000+08:00

Thursdae outing was lyk theres no tmrw sey...
First went far east..
den walk to taka..
den walk to sim lim sq..
den walk to bugis street,eat...
den took bus to marine prde..
played pool till lyk 11 plus...
haha!!

me:eh dani..ko ade dngr bunyi org kentot tk?
dani:seriousss kepee?
ijat:alamakk..bocoh rahsia..bobual pelan2 sikit laaa....

what a boring post...haha!! bye.......

2007-04-03T22:38:00.000+08:00

its a survey..

actually dah lamer dah watched diz vid..

den tngk balik kekek sendiri sey..

haha!!

ok aniwae...

been doing nuthing lately but just chilling out wif my frens..

and trainings..

werk...

getting injuries n stuffz...

haiz... injury prones lahh...

i hate it though but its lyk the same things happened every single year...

but too peace kinda boring too!

dunno why suddenly i thot abt diz...

The things dat in life dat ur supposed to prioritised..

are the things dat u least do..

i mean..ur born in diz world to do something important..

but yet dat things, aren't the top of ur important list..

get wat i mean?

some ppl r worst still..

thot dat born in dis world wasn't a choice..

its a force to live..

meaning dat some wld sae "why was i born in diz world?? it wasn't my choice.."

or "aku klu boleh tk nk hidop seyy.."

heyy..come on.. at least appreciate dat u've had the opportunity to live..

God wldn't let u live for no reason of course...

its the matter how ur gonna handle it..

ok..dah mcm kutbah plk.. haha!!

aniwae....

skul starting preety soon...

waaarghh!! hw time flies..

skola klu belakang jamban jek tk pasal sey..

yio chu kang!!

kang kang!!

longkang!!

ok shud da hell upside down!!

okie rokie...

bye..........................

see wat i mean by not prioritise things dats important!! =p

2007-04-02T02:14:00.000+08:00

Fridae...
went nite cycling wif my frens..
took off on saturdae..
intention nk gi training on saturdae tu sbb amek off..
but den..reached home at 6 in the morning..
sape nk gi layan seyy training ngntok2..
hahaha!!

Went esplanade..

reached there at arnd 3 plus in the morning...

Ddk saner mkn kacang..cantik!! hahahaha...

kecohness lah!! tired though...bt fun!

Sundae..

werk..den reached home watched TMNT..

the movie was nice..

The last part kekek seyy..

The part where 1 of dem ask.."is there any room for mine too?"

abt the helmet thinggy..

den he wanna hang his mascot ninja turtle stupit funny-looking crazy freako wierdo mucha-lucha dum2 gundu kuku head.. funny sey!!

hahahahaha!!

ok nvm...

den went coffee bean..chill out wif my frens...

Waaaa..Dani da ade blog uhh!!

hahahahaha!!!

Go read his C.S toilet incident lah..

kekek lah lu!!

hahaha!!!

Letak tagboard la oi..

Nk tag kau pon susah......

Link aku sekali...... =)

kla..done updating...

dats all folks..bye!

AIYOO AMAAAA ELEKK!!!!!! =p

2007-03-25T23:02:00.000+08:00

i guess i just take a time out lah..
in a way to show ur kesyukuran dan balas jasa dier..
is to be setia to hym until his akhir hayat dia...
ok..dats what dad told me lah...
coz nuthing in this world will rise till the end..
it has its ups n downs...
maybe those thats left right now eventually be the ones dat wld
bring up the name once again insyaallah....

been werking lately,..
at SATS CATERING INFLIGHT 2..
soo.. sumtimes i hate it wen it clashes with my trainings laa...
kebantot!!
but the gerekness is dat ley curik2 makanan..
hahaha!! not really curik laa..
its leftovers of passengers foods..den nak buang..
org keter rezeki tak baik buang2..
jadi...telan uhh dlm perut..
hahahaha!!
therez chocolates..ICE CREAMS!!! eh az!! ICE CREAMM OII!!! hahahaha!!
n lotz more lah...
den the ppl there oso very friendly...
all the makcik2..arnd my age frens.. apek2..nyonya2.. nenek2..moyang2.. moyang punya nenek punya cucu punya anak punya adik ipar punya penyapu....
kecoh jgk laa...
kla2.... lets werk till drop..!!!
huhuhahawawa....
bye....
waalaikumsalam... =p

2007-03-23T23:05:00.000+08:00

Itz been 7 years...
And i feels like quitting now......
But...................

2007-03-14T23:17:00.000+08:00

Bismillah hirrahman nirahim...
Surat Wasiat...
chey chey!!! hahahahaha!!! Relek dulu...!!!!!

Tired. Tired. tired.
Dats all...
bye..

cheyy...haha!!
Had training just now...
Tired. Tired. tired.
ok bye...

oii!!!!!
ok bye...

ehhh!!!!
hahahahaha!!!
Training was....okok laa...
Tak bnyk org trn..
Wen i reached there..only gt fadh,isa n syu ajer..
And was lyk "mamposSSmintakkenerembatkasimatisamalu...ni ajer yg trn??"
den sikit2 sampai..total lyk 9 ppl aje trn...
OIII!!!! IVP nak dekat laa...!!
Babat dah bertakong tuu pat perot...!!
Trn training laa...!! =p

Oh yarh.. im now 24-7 underground..
Tu sebab hp takde reception...
Ninja turtle betol..!!
haha!!
Hp rosak laa geng...
How's lyf lyk being ninja turtle ehh??
mcm cool uhh..
tinggal bwh tanah hari2 mkn pizza!!
hahahaha!!
mengarot...
kla..bye penyamon2 sume..!!

2007-03-11T00:49:00.000+08:00

Had training in the morning in skul... die2 just go onli uhh.. hello syahid junior! =p
Den proceed to Taka..met up wif the rest...

Den took mrt to Lakeside..
Sementare tunggu Aiyoub Mayoob...

haha!!!!
ok tu pon dier dah sampai...
den we walk to Taman Jurong c.c..
Padahal ley naek bus..pistol betol..! hahaha!!
Called dani to ask her where is it..
she oso dunno..
Padahal its a few blocks away frm her crib..
haha!! wierdo..
otw there....

what we're doing??
ok..mane2 kereta/bus/lorry passed by kitorg..
we just angkat tangan ajer..
ade apek bus angkat tngn balik pat kiter..
den ade apek tua jln passed by kiter pon kiter tegur..
den dier pon tegur balik..klakar seyy!! hahaha!!
ni lahh..mambang2 east..dtng west nk feeling friendly konon..
hahahaha!! was fun uhh.. kecohh...
Mach,fau,aiyoub n helmi peforming...
While waiting 4 dem to p4rm..

13 ppl went there....
Den pas tu balik laaa....
Rumah klu dekat takpe..
haha!!
HAPPY BUFDAE MACH and ANAH!!!!! =)))

all the very best in everything u guys do...

kla..byeee.....

2007-03-08T17:54:00.000+08:00

New movie coming soon.....

Spongebob Smokin'..

And..

Kucing Drift...

ok mendak..haha..bye....

2007-03-07T23:57:00.000+08:00

Once i thot dat love was just a game of life..

but..

Love cld oso brought madness to ppl..

ppl nt just him/her own self..

but affects the ppl surrounds u too..

Ppl wld do anithing for love..

Even sampai sanggop guna2kn "bende2" just to earn her..

Things dt's common in indonesia...

U noe what i mean..if u do..

haiz..sanggop eh kau buat mcm gtu??

asal uhh??

As for now..all i wanted was to give her back to us..

To see her mom smiling again..

And to see everyone happily together..

Put it back where things belong to...

Im just sumone dat is lemah in agama...

And i cldn't fight u in dat way..

Everytime i pray.. i hold onto the tears dat about to drop..

U had 1.. isn't dat enuf for u??

Balasan kau bkn di dunia..Tetapi di akhirat nanti...

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Asal mesti kau....argh!!

I won't sae anithing animore lah...

Be it..u had what u want..fine..

U did what u intend...ok dats cool..

But its much more cool if...

If things were to be just fine....

='(

2007-03-06T17:12:00.000+08:00

Mondae as usual..
went to chill with my frens..
den last minit some of dem thot of going pancing..
(pancing habes!!! hahaha!!)
den arnd 10 plus at nite went to dani's house..
Zuk ngn Jab pi amek joran pt uma aul..
naek basikal pon lembab..!! haha!!
den proceed to pasir ris park at arnd 11 plus..
and its lyk kitorg conquer the whole park sey..
jarang sekali org passedby..
ok come on lah..its mondae nite..bsok org skola..
org giler mcm kitorg jek lah yg pi pancing on mondae nite..
tu pon last2 tk pancing.. instead we story-telling...standard uhh..haha!!
udang2 kasi kucing makan....bagossss!!! hahaha!!
talk abt kenangan tym sec skul...haha!! rindu sey sec lyf..haiyoo mamak!!!
den talk abt other stuffs oso laa..
there were me,along,zuk,petir,dani n jab...

oh yah..dat nite before i offline on msn..
sesiape yg aku send wink "kiss" tu..
SUMPAH dat wasn't me..!!
aku nga lantak makanan pt dapur..
ni pisang nye dani pt send dat wink to lots of ppl i dunno who lah..
so..haha!!
ape2 rembat dier jer k.....=p

i missed kak wati oso laa.... =' )
i can't seem to find her friendster animore....
and......ok nvm...4gt it... =)
bye...

2007-03-01T22:30:00.000+08:00

Faces of......CRAZY FRENS!!! hahahahaha!!!!

mie...

Small fries..haha!!

Adoi!!!!

Zuk...

hensem?? =p

Jab...

Siape tk kenal dngn Pak Misai???

The Rock tak menjadi...

Muke tahan kentot!! hahahaha!!

Anah...

Fau...

Fau dapat Jaws!!

Gig...

Santa Claus..

Dani...

Pak Misai no. 2!!

Izzat...

alaa..jngn lah sedihh jat.. =p

K.O!!!

Fadli...

Aisey man..Bobual sampai SENGET!!!

Sub...

Mach...

"bilerr gak nye aku nk bangon.."

OPOCOT!!!!!

Ham..

Pak Senget..

Afif...

ehh..Brrapee besar dahh lobang idong...

Farhan..

Shah...

Adumak..SILAU!!!

Aul..

Ib....

Super Mario.. =p

And for the FINALE..

hahahaha!!

Are ur ready kidsss???

i can't hearrrr yaaa........

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TADAA!!!!! hahahahahahaha!!!!

kla..tmrw LAST PAPER!!!!

yessarrr...bbye..

keep smiling people... =))

2007-02-27T11:48:00.000+08:00

Almost ended my life..
yeah..ALMOST!!!
Not suicide laa..haha!!
yesterdae nite almost hit by a car..
Just nw almost fell of the escalator...
Giler2...haha!!
Tkmo seyy...Taubat dulu baru nk k.o boley k.o...
Astarfirllah...
Haven't slip frm yesterdae due to dis pathetic headache laa...
GO AWAY LAAAA!!!!!!!
den just nw gt exam summore... marathon sey tu...
oh yahh..HAPPY BUFDAE SHAHRUL!!!! huahua!!!! =p
Biler nk kene ikat pt clubroom??? nyehehehe!! *evil laugh*
kla..dun drink n drive people...wth?!!!
bye.....

2007-02-26T02:21:00.000+08:00

Dear Neighbours...and family too..haha!!
Sorry if i woke u guys up...
its 2 plus in the morning n im laughing alone lyk hell...!!!!!
hahahahahaha!!!
stupit Japanese pranks...
check it out..
WARNING!!...Maintain ur laughter..hahahaha!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hYVCP5BHK-o

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lLmEeNKP5p4

2007-02-24T23:07:00.000+08:00

Nuthing better to do... dun ask me why i put dat song ehh.. haha!! nice song watt..
Pixs..
Photos..
Gambarsss....
Pictures...
Snapss....
Shotss...
ape lagik?? da lah...

Ehem..sexy tk mak aku? sape nk kenal2?? cheyy...hahahaha!!! gmbr2 kenanganss..

kla...byeeeee.......

2007-02-22T22:10:00.000+08:00

err...mane nk start ehh..ok lets start frm...MONDAY....

Monday..camp..till tuesdae.. den wednesdae at 2 in the morning went home..
Fazrul hantar naek lorry wif me,fauzi,afif ngn ahmad..
Camp was fun! and... some things dats not to be mention lah..
some things dat suddenly made me feel soo dun wan to quit cekak..
yea..ok stop..haha!

Wednesdae.. went peel...blaja jap there..den at nite mach ajak gi tngk wayang..
watched cite "epic movie"..
ok2 laa.. tk se-kelakar how i expect to be laa...
ANDD!!!! baik laa syaheeddddd....
besok exam..the nite before tngk wayang ehh..
POWER-POWERR!! =p

THURSDAY!!!!
hahahaha... hmm... woke up at 11!
paper starts at 12.30..
bangon jer dah kind of lambat..
and...EhHhhh..!! Bufdae aku seyy.. pagi2 jer dah kelam kabot mcm cicak kena jotos!!
haha! den rushed to skul..was 10 minits late 4 the paper...
den...DEN!!! ANDD DEEENNN!!!!!!!! pi clubroom...
ok wait..before dat.. i didn't expect todae to be a special dae la seriously..
coz pagi2 jer dah ade exam...
but things turn to be the other way round la..haha!!
mkn jap pt clubroom den call jab tanye dier pt ner..
n he said sumtink lyk diz"eh marsh..turon peel boley? family aku nga gado besar uhh"
and ok..i did wanna rush to tamp frm skul..
den biler nk salam2 drg jer(bdk2 nyp silat)....arrrhhh!!!!!
hakkim ngn hadi grab me.. den kene IKAT pt KERUSI!!!
den kene geletek2..!! hahaha!! pisang betol..!
n its lyk half an hour of torturing... penat seyy..
den after dat..NYEHEHE!!! tk puas hati uhh..
klu tk after dat wanna go tamp bt den..
tkde revenge tk leyy jadi nieee..!! hahaha!!
So..Dina jadi mangse nye sbb dier lom pernah kene laa..hahaha!
meh kite describe sikit mangsa2 diseksa oleh SYAHEED!!! wahahaha!!
ikat her ramai2..den tampal plaster pt hidong dier..
den selit2 6 pencil and markers pt telinga dier..
den conteng2 her face with bedak!
den draw smiley face pt plaster..
ikat bengkung pt kepale dier..to look lyk rainbow gtu..
hahahaha!! anione next?? =p

Den headed to tamp...
ni baru "expect the unexpected" seyy..
sampai saner jerr.. nezar ngn jab buat beat..
den fau nyanyi kn lagu happie bufdae..
kekek seyy..hahaha!!
den ddk jap..den drg kasi prezzies...
Jab kasi dis book... dlm ade gambar2 aku n stuffz...
den flip through the book n saw my pixs...
touching seyy..den dey bought a cake 4 me!! makk!!!!
tu part...haha!! ok laa.. i break down infront of dem..
almost fully break dwn.. naseb nezar grab me frm behind n spin me mcm org giler..
den tk jadi break dwn..haha!
fana saw my tears dropping laa..! paisey seyy!!!
den went to coffee bean..ddk2 pt saner jap..
after dt went home...

kk..dis is what written in the book at the last part....

I will always be there for you,
and i hope you will be there for me too,
for our friendship can never be broken,
I will remain loyal through all the good and bad,
and in the end we will be glad,
because without you i am nothing,
as you are nothing without me,
we fill the space a lover couldn't fill,
for we hold each others secrets that we would never spill,
and the day you're gone, part of me goes too,
because i wouldn't want to be here without you,
Best friends forever you and me,
nothing could ever change that; it's destiny!

bilang aku..saper bace nie tk rase touching??
siak uhh... i read dat b4 they show me the cake..
by the tym nmpk cake jerr air mate dah jatoh..
hahaha!!

Happy 21 years Anniversary to my parents too!!!!
and thanx to all my friends dat made dis dae a special dae fer me..
haha!!
Ib was the first to wish me on 22 feb..
exactly pkl 12..dier koll uma aku..hahaha!!
thanx bro...
n thanx to everyone for the warm wishes and prezzies!!
kla..till here den.. PEACE!! =p

:::ni post kerr..atau karangan seyy?? hahahaa!!:::
happy reading...
CLICK2!! =p ehem2!!!

2007-02-18T00:48:00.000+08:00

WARNING!!! LOWER DOWN UR VOLUME MISTER!!!!

hahaha!! im soo addicted to "Funeral For a Friend" songs ryt nw..

Ya laa.. some ppl may find it noisy!!

Noisy2 close ur ears laa..!! Knuckle-head..!

hahaha!!

ni klu stress2 dngr lagu mcm ni bagoss..kasi rambut gugur!! hahaha!!

Nice songs... i lyk the guitar.. powerrr2!!

In malay.. Kubur untk kawanku.. isit?? shld be uhh..hahaha!!

ok nw.. lesser maple...start studying..

Mondae gt CAMP!!!!! wuhuu..!!

Ok i dunno wat to post actually..

Just wanna warn u guys to lower dwn ur volume..dats all.. hahahaha!!!

bbyeee maggots!!! =p

2007-02-16T00:35:00.000+08:00

Watched Ghost Rider just nw ngn bdk2 cekak... The show was great uhh.. Have to really concentrate laa..klu tk tk tau wats the story abt.. the first part of the storyline mcm tk paham sgnt bt ltr on den aru paham sikit2.. motor dierr..mak datok nenek moyang bapak cucu cicit..!!!! maut siaooo...!! hahahaha!! Go watch the show la guys.. Great show.. There's dis part where he's transforming to the "monster-thinggy".. den nga tngk skali teringat pasal jab bobual pasal seksa dunia n akhirat..nth macam maner ley terpikir sampai ke situ pon tk tau lah..hahaha!! bt seram jgk uhh.. haha! met kammal just nw pt tamp interchange! haha! Old timer sia.. haha!! hw i wish he's still in cekak.. haiyoo...

PSK ngn IVP pon tk tau nk maen tanding ker tak.. haiz.. Boss srh maen tunggal.. ME TUNGGAL??? dunwan laaa... suddenly i felt so crazy with silat laa.. crazy as in tk tau ape nk buat.. its lyk my dad is more concern abt me den im concern abt myself.. injuries? the nyt before my fyt with hidayat.. my dad nga urut my leg n he told me "dah eh syaheed..ni last kau tanding.. baba takot kau dah tua nnti kaki kau sakit2...just blaja untk mempertahankn diri je dah cukop.." .. and.. i dunno what to sae summore laa... sampai ke-tua plk difikirnya..

Dis small little group... may seems so small..but they really means BIG to me... PSP '07 was alot more den just fyting.. hmm.. PSK Zul N.S.. Rezzan gt surgery.. me? dunno laa... Its getting smaller laa... arghh!!! kla.. tk nk bbl psl ni lah....................

maple maPLE MAPLE!!!! EXAM nk dekat lahhh SYAHEED!!!!!! blaja laaa!!!!! stop it seyy... btw..LEVEL 30!!! wuhuu!!! hahahaha!!! =p
sumoneeee... cheer me up laaa!!!! arrrhh!! diam laa... cheer chEER CHEER!!
pi ddk pt kedai Cheers saner laa...!! haha..hoho..huhu..susu...
kk... just kidding laa..im fine actually..hahaha!! smack!! =)
ape aku bobual nie???
dah diam laa syaheed.. merepek sia..
kerepek..
topek...
kopek....
apek..!!
arghh...!!! *PROOOooTT!!* (bunyi kentot!!)
busok..!!!!!

2007-02-13T00:28:00.000+08:00

9 feb..Fridae...after training den siap2 gi CHANGI!!!! hahaha! mula2 ramai org..den yg overnyt cume 9 org jek.. mie,along,dani,petir,aul,zuk,jab,topek ngn mach.. kecoh gilerr laa.. tk penat2 seyy satu2... haha!! bisingg jekk... den pancing ikan..cool! hahaha! den at 6 in the morning took pix.. manusia maner pagi2 buta amek gambar?? pistol..!! hahaha!! reached home at 8 plus..

dlm longkang pon nk amek gmbr..!! hahaha!! haiyoo.... actually gt summore pix laa bt tk senonoh uhh..haha!! censored... =p ..k den smpai uma jekk TDOOO!!!!! tk nk tdo kerr?? nk buang tebiat ehh..!! woke up at 8 at nite...marathon sey tu..! haha!! den didn't slip till 6 a.m nxt mrng.. den tdo jap..pkl 9.30 bangon.. giler! 3 hours of slip onli..! den went persisi.. PSP finals...

Lin gt GOLD.. lin dangdut powerr laa.. =p hahaha!!
Afif gt SILVER..tkpe..janji tk walkover lagik..haha!!
Rezzan gt SILVER too.. due to his fractured ankle laa..yea FRACTURE!! wow..
jiwa seyy...
Farah gt GOLD..lwn diniyati genggg.... power laa!! her match was kecoh giler uhh..

den sampai uma jer TDOO!! penat bebb....kwang3...
den todae teman fau ngn ib gi NYP...apply skola.. jumpe mar,hadi ngn azlina jap pt clubroom..
den after dt headed tamp..mit the rest.. ddk saner smpai pkl 10 den balik laa... tk nk balik kerr???? haha!!
my bro gt hp already...cool! biskot!! hahaha!!

byee.... =))

2007-02-08T23:02:00.000+08:00

changing the old blogger to the new dum2 google blogger was leceh laa...
woke up at 11 just nw..
haha!! powerr laaa...
bangun jekk...MAPLE!!
hahaha!! played maple wif yan ley jdi giler seyy.. ketawe2...
one of the reason where i laughed lyk hell was there dis NPC sleeping..
den i stand infront of it n sae "ohhh...tidoo ehh.." den me n yan sebat2 dat idiot..
hahaha!!! nvm..klu tk paham gi maen maple laaa...!! besttt.. =p

den go watch movie... citer "The Unseeable"..
aku da lah penakot..ok aku mengaku...so what seyy.. =p
the story was ok laa.. terkejot2 jerr bnyk..
last part the storyline was merapek uhh...
den after dat went to teh.. ramai jgk uhh pt saner...
den went cage..played "bluff"..
maen sikit nyer kecohh.. takot police dtngg jekkk..haha!!
den walk home wif zuk,jab,mach ngn aul....

oh yarhh..besok O level results...hahaha!!
all the very best to u guys...
pas ni masok NYP laaa.... ade jgk teman kecoh.. =p
hahaha!!
hate santa! stupit east view DM...
my bro's hair is darn SHORT laa...
carik pasal seyy... namer da lah mcm santa claus...
hohoho!! carik gadoooo.....
grrrr...!!!

kla..bye gundusss..... wahahaha!

2007-02-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

PSP overrrrrr....yessar!!! can lepak!!!! wahahaha!! PSP over for me lurh..bt not 4 those who gt thru finals... =) missed my frens laa... used to chill wif dem lyk almost everydae.. den coz of PSP, didn't mit dem for lyk almost 2 weeks..haha!! bronze pon bronze lurhh.. haizz... dunno wats wrong wif me on my semi-final's match last sundae.. fear?? i dunno lurhh... da kena sepak ngn pengampit pon maseh takot2... binyit sendiri seyy.. but nvm... nw can LEPAK!!!!! hahahahaha!!

just nw went teh..den chill at cage...haha!! hmm..gt 16 ppl onli.. yg laen berak2 pt uma gak nyer tu... =p hahaha!! kla..some of u may find diz group of ppl dt im rapat wif mcm "mat2" n stuffz.. no laa.. we're just too close... klu jumpe tk ketawe bising2 tk sah... haha!! n to my nyp silat mates, if u guys think dt the way i ejek2, calling u names were too harsh or sumtink.. well.. tu baru syaheed aje sey.. cuba klu korunk mix arnd wif my frens.. habis laa.. sumtimes our jokes may be to harsh for some ppl..but to us, we dont take it seriously... just take it as a joke ajer.. tkder niat...too rapat smpai at a point of tym when we cldnt take jokes..we dun gado or anithing lurhh.. sumtyms my adik felt jeles coz i hav dis kind of frens around... hehe!

PSP finals diz sundae..entrance fee is 5 bucks... mahal ehh.. who cares..aku masok freeee!!! wahahaa....! all the best to afif,rezzan,farah and lin... ni final klu afif menang walkover lagikk.. tk tau nk cakap ape uhh.. haha!! n all the best to bdk2 seni too...

Maple freak!! da nk exam pon maseh maen maple smpai 4 pagi seyy.. hahaha!! level 25 already!! feweetttt.... =p

VVRROOOOMMMM2!!!! =))

2007-02-04T20:43:00.000+08:00

ohh..hello... err.. results 4 cekak todae.. out of 9..4 gt thru finals..

Zul lwn Sarhan.. lose 5-0
Syaheed lwn hidayat..lose 5-0
Rezzan lwn Grasio.. menang 5-0 kerr 4-1 nthh..
Ahmad lwn Syahin..lose 3-2
Afif menang..opp walkover AGAIN!!!
farah lwn STA..menang tko..
shida lwn err..luper uhh saper..lose 5-0..
lin menang walkover..

just nw was the worst fyt in my life laaa.. lwn takot2..! slenger bachin.. no mood lurhh.. ni sumer kucing mabok pt atas nie nyer pasal uhh... cheyy..haha!! took dis pic last week..pt cage.. kucing angkat drug...ishh2... apee nk jadi ngn kau nie uhh?? =p sorryyy laa mat drug..
tu kucing nga tdo actually... kk.. tym match tdi dapat bnyk love bite lurhh..hahaha!! sshhh.. =p
hahaha!!! thanx azzzzz 4 the choc =))

exam in 2 weeks tymm... first paper just nice on the 22 feb.. 22 feb ade apee uhh?? hmmm...hahaha!! boring seyy exam tym dat day.. ni sume kucing mabok nie nyer pasal uhh niee..
cheyy2.. hahaha!! cakap psl kucing, ever watch a vid where org potong kepale kucing.. den dey cooked it.. perangai macammm PISANG betolll seyyy...

N to dat someoneeeee.... tkmo "PPRROOOTT2" uhh.. n dun burpp on ppl's ear ahhh.. =p hahahaha!! idollll2... hiak dush.. =p hehe! kla...outz!

2007-01-29T00:56:00.000+08:00

+++Sunday..Quarter-Finals+++

Fauzi kalah 4-1 ngn seligi..

Syaheed menang 5-0 ngn seligi..

Hafiz kalah 5-0 ngn Rifdi..

Afif menang walkover (hidop nk senangg jekk..haha!!)

Syifaa menang 5-0 ngn..luper uhh saper.. haha!!

Farah menang 5-0 ngn Grasio..

Shida menang 5-0 ngn...pon luper sape uhh..hahaha!!

Out of 7..5 gt thru..alhamdulillah... huahua!! klah.. penat lahh..haha!!
CEKAK!!! HOSSS!!!!!!!

2007-01-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

All dis pix was on 25 jan..execpt 4 the last 2 pix..which was on the 2nd dae of NYP open house.. everything goes well uhh.. dats great.. Dis was 1 of the reasons y lately i seldom meet my frens laa.. 1 down.. 1 more to go...
Dis sundae
12 in the afternun..
PerSiSi..
status: banyak2 selawat la ehh syaheed..
hahaha!!
haizz... wish me luck.. just do whatever best i could lah..
no nid to watch my match laa..buang2 duit..haha!! mom n dad can't come dwn.. nvm..
sundae lots of cekak ngn nyp silat nyer matches.. huahua!!
kLAH.. tk tau ape lagik nk ckp LAH.. penat LAHH... bye LAHH.. LAHhabau!! hahahaha....
bye!!

2007-01-22T00:00:00.000+08:00

PSP opening ceremony...
haha!! bangon lmbt... sorry gangs.. =p
sampai persisi btol2 tym tngh break..
Zul's match.. lwn grasio.. menang!!
Hafiz's match.. lwn seligi.. menang!!
Syifaa's match.. opp overweight.. menang!!
senang keter niari sume bdk2 cekak menang!! hahahaha!!
ALHAMDULILLAH!!!
nxt week... hmm... nga buddy laa!! bachin!!
ada faham buddy tu aper?? maknenye seram.. understand??
If you understand, say "understand".
If you don't understand, say "don't understand".
But if you understand and say "don't understand",
den how do I understand that you understand.
Understand!??
hahaha!! kla.. countdown.. 7 daes? or maybe 6 daes??
nth lahh.. tk faham la persisi nyer system..
Schedule lom klua.. kla..byeeee!!!!

2007-01-19T01:44:00.000+08:00

Aiseybebehh...
Sparring wif NTU was postpone to next tuesdae..
but training wif the NTUs was FUN!!
Though sampai lmbt uhh..
Salah fazrul uhhh..
dektu bwk lori kerr tolak lori seyy..
haha!! =p
Sampai saner..tk sempat nk warm up..stretching n stuff..
abg ilyas srh join the training..
Pdhal few of bdk2 cekak lom stretch eh..
den tendang padding..FUYOHH!!!
the feeling was great seyy..
i mean..the strength of ppl there..the atmosphere was great uhh..
Reminds me of cekak in 2003..
that was the last tym cekak's strength was lyk dat..
haha!! tkperr2.... slowly we'll rise..insya'allah..
kla2..asik2 bobual psl silatttt jekk..haha!!

Dis few weeks very busy liao...
no tym to mit my frens..
aiyoo..
yesterdae went teh..onli hav yan,along ngn aizat jek..
maybe coz i reached there at lyk 11 plus in the morning uhh..
sape nk gi turon teh pagi2 sey..haha!!
met mr farizal,ms taslim n mr teo there..
biler nmpk mr teo jek slalu teringat tym sec 3 seyy..haha!!
dt tym was having english lesson..
den nk kena bace newspaper..
Den class nga bising.. ok lah..aku pon tkde mood nk bace newspaper..
den i took the newspaper, stick onto my face..
n slide the paper left to ryt lyk as if i was reading it super damn closely..
haha!! den psl tu dier marah aku..for playing a fool..
abeh yg laen bising2 dier tk marah..
yan pt sblah aku dah terkekek2 ketawekn aku..haha!! siaxx...
i missed secondary lyf..
all the nakal-ness... crap-ness... chaos-ness....
haha!! lots of memories lurhh..
hmm..lets see...we had..
happy moments..
food fyt during teachers dae..
fyts..
Hal east view n changkat..
making teacher cry.. =p
argue wif Vice Principle..
Played catching ard the skul..
Full blast songs being played in class..
Flying chairs in SAC..
Last dae of O Level paper!!!...
Escaping skul..
Sabo-ing the teachers...
Lay down flat, sleeping in the library..
Throwing rubbish out the window lyk nobody's business..
n lots more to mention lurh..haha!!

kla..wish me luck in PSP..nytz.....
eh MAR!!! "DOORS CLOSING!!"
hahahaha!!! =p bye!

2007-01-17T23:36:00.000+08:00

heyy!!
saved the previous entry to draft..
had a great talk on tuesdae nyt...
We let it all out..
n end it there..
just between us..
i guess the conversation just made the bond stronger..
dun worry.. it safe n will always in us..
insya'allah..
in me..YES! =)

Well..Dis week.. every single dae ade
kena mengena ngn silat..
silat..silat..silat...
but its fun! =)
Mondae to saturdae training..
both NYP n Cekak's training..
Sundae..PSP OPENING CEREMONY...
Me? Most prob the following sundae lwn..
Pray hard..VERY2 hard!!
haha!! lwn sape? ade uhhh..
hohoho...!!
Bsok gt friendly ngn NTU!!!! YESSAR!!!
Dis is sumting BADLY..yes BADLY i want..
exposure...
hopefully everything goes smoothly tmrw...
kla..mau tdo uhh gang..haha!! byeeeeeeee.............

2007-01-11T20:57:00.000+08:00

Heyy..
went Vivo just nw..
watch Nyt At The Museum..
with an old fren of mine..
old huh? haha!!
the show was funny..
wld hav laugh hell out if only im not sick..
jln2 pt vivo ley sesat seyy..haha!!
saw bir at 2hot cafe..

PSP getting nearer as daes goes by..
not Playstation Portable laaa..
Frankly,i just don't see the urgency like before..
i missed the old tyms..
The tym wen kamal..shahril..n so on were styl arnd..
these ppl really made sumtin' out of me..
their support n encourage..really helps alot!
Its lyk a week to Opening Ceremony already..
Wheres the tough trainings?
the spirit..
and the goal that we used to plan before?
Scolding ain't gonna help much..
it only demoralize us for real..
Rain has been an obstacle for me lately..
sick..no jogging..haizz..
satu kebesaran tuhan..

Fau..chill bro..
sumtyms ppl gave u the hope a little..
n when ppl ask u..
u just cldn't seem to sae out dat "little"
"unsure" was the only thing that appears in ur mind..
just hav to be strong..

Being kind of a maple-FREAK lately..haha!!
nk uat project skola pon tk terbuat2..
salah timing uhh..
LVL 16!!!! =p

Dun tink will be cumming dwn 4 soccer dis saturdae..
lwn Pasir Ris Crest..pt pdng East View..
PSP juz arnd the corner..
Nid the tym for training..
sorry bro..
Gd luck gengs! =p
YOU TELL ME I TELL YOU!!!!! hahahaa!!! =p

2007-01-06T17:50:00.000+08:00

Ok..nga mendak...so...update blog uhh.. haha!!
Lets start wif New yr..yarh..i noe..
its already kinda outdated to talk abt it..haha!!

Celebrated New Year at esplanade..
Ok2 uhh..arnd 20 aje yg pi..tk sekecoh ndp 2006..
haha!! was fun uhh though..
Everything we did we said lyk 4 example..
Kite nk pi mkn... we said "okok ni FIRST mkn aku"..
Lyk so called nk kene cherish dt moment la konon..
mintk kene sebat siaa..haha!!
Den pas tu chill pt Marina Sq..
Played murderer..kecohh seyy..haha!!
Den at arnd 3 plus in the mrng went to esplanade nye carpark..
Ramai2 ddk saner..cite2 psl antu..haha!!
Took the first train..

Skool..Common test results was BAD!!!
Auto Cadd dpt D.. ok lurhh..janji passed..haha!!
MATHSS!!!!!!!! gt F3... mampos bin mati!!!!
haiyoo...dun wanna talk abt skul uhh..haha!!

Been too active on silat lately i guess...
mondae nyt: jog..
wed nyt: NYP training..
Fridae nyt: Cekak training..
Saturdae morning: NYP training..
Saturdae atrtnun/nyt: Cekak training..
Dats lyk 5 training per week..
At least i gt tym for family n frens!
dats important..haha!! my Teh soldiers peeps..
haha!! macamm pahamm...

Ohh yarh..to farhana..just in case if i cldn't manage to cum dwn on mondae..
juz wanna wish u n fauzi happie FOUR YEARS anniversary!! salute u both mann!!
haha!! congrats.. =)

ohh yarh..abt NYP silat.. welcum me back uhh..hehe!!
hmm..how ehh? err.. dad was in gud mood.. den i bring up the topic..
den he sae ok he dun mind BUT...klu injured rabak2 lagi skali jawapannyer bungkus uhh..
haha!! okok.. hopefully no more bloody face nimore... insyaallah..
thanks to dani n fadh for everything.. appreciate it lots!

in dilemma nw.. "sports silat academy"..
hmmm....

2006-12-30T23:10:00.000+08:00

Its been awhile..
awile huh?..
penat uhh nk update..
balikk jerr dah penat....
juz werk for 4 daes onli..
den the following daes gt challet...
didn't took any pix uhh...
but it was great..fun! kecohrable..
Though it was raining.. but most importantly was ENJOY!!
haha!! yeahh..

First dae dah smpai challet,chill..mkn..den go swimming..
den at nyt dey played diz PS2 nye game hantu2..
kecohh seyy..ramai2 sumer tngk..den..dunno wat to sae uhh..juz kecoh giler uhh..
den watched scary movie 4..paz tu tdooo...aul jer maseh maen game..giler!!

2nd dae swimming played captains ball.. total dlm 12 org maen..
conquered the whole pool sey..haha!!
den bbq..mkn2..maen PS2..tngk dvd smpai the next morning..
may sounds mendak here uhh..but actually was darn fun uhh..
all those merepekness.. lame jokes n stuffz...haha!!
Balik dari challet..slept frm 1 pm till at 12 midnite.. kecoh ehh..haha!!

Den Fridae went 4 fridae prayer..den chill pt teh..
after dt went hm..mlm ade training..
mlm train for tmrw's p4mance..uat bela diri wif fauzi...at tanglin c.c..
Den saturdae went to tanglin c.c lorr... we p4rm pt dlm ring..
its lyk wrestling nyer ring..kes ade ropes n turnbuckle n stuff..
cool shito...haha!!
btw..HAPPIE BUFDAE IB!! baru mau 17 kaperr geng?? haha!!
n happie bufdae to my bro too, tmrw... haha!!
n take care nenek aini.. attachment at bangkok huh..best seyy!!! haha!!
kla..dats all u maniacs!!! haha!! no offence uhh..k byeeee...... =)

2006-12-24T10:54:00.000+08:00

Ehh..alamakk..weak uhh korgg.. k2.. the previous entry..second question..

Let x - y = 0

Den its the same as u times the whole thing by 2..which is

2(x - y) = 2(0)
2x - 2y = o

ada fahammm so far?? baguss!!
haha!!
k since,

x - y = 0
and
2(x - y) = 0

its the same as

x - y = 2(x - y)

bcoz both is equal to ZERO..

den if u simplify the equation... bring over the "(x - y) "to the left side..
which is x - y divide by (x - y)

~~x - y~~ = 2~~( x - y)~~

equals to..

1 = 2

understand children?? good doggy!! haha!! kla...been bz nowadays.. werking frm 8 night till 8 in the morning.. yeahh!! tu sbb jarang online.. wahaha!! oh yarh..went east view the other dae.. my bro dpt skola east view..haha!! It all started frm my jiran.. he choose east view coz im frm east view..den his mum pk im lyk the bdk baik2 nyer type..which makes her think dt skola east view bagus..haha!! baik kebabaiii... klu dia tau perangai aku pt skola mcm manerr.. jngn mimpi laa nk kasi anak dier skola pt situ..haha!! den dis yr my bro plk..dier kater ade members pt skola east view..which is my jiran uhh..haha!! gasak hang laaa...kla.. bye monsters!!

2006-12-21T15:13:00.000+08:00

Check this out!!

Wld it be possible if...
a)1 + 1 + 6 = 11
b) 1 = 2

If ur bored,try figure it out urslf ferz laa..dun be laziee..haha!!!

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Got it??
haha!!
ok...here's the answer...

a)
If we were to flip "1 + 1 + 6 = 11" upside down...
it turn out to be 11 = 9 + 1 + 1...
cool huh? haha!!

b)

Let x = y

oR

x - y = 0

Also

2(x - y) = 0
Or

2x - 2y = 0

Since equation 1 and equation 2 equals to ZERO

Therefore;

x - y = 2x - 2y
Or

x - y = 2(x - y)

~~x - y~~ = 2~~(x - y)~~

1 = 2

?????????????????????

ok guys..dah ley quit skola dahh... haha!! 1 = 2?? what the hack???kla.. dats all

for todae..!! wawawa.. biee....

2006-12-19T23:38:00.000+08:00

Didn't noe dt cycling in the rain cld be soo much fun!! haha!! Went nyt cycling yesterdae as we planned few weeks before despite the heavy rain.. was great though only the 5 of us..plus along & aul..drg dua naek motor..went to changi yesterdae.. ok ferz jumpe pt bwh blk ham.. There were me,fau,ham,izzat,dani,along,aul,mach,ib & fana.. bobual2 smpai nk jln pon tk jln2.. haha!! Den there this point of tym biler aul nga tompang dani..naek my basikal..styl pt bwh blk ham..skali along panggil drg.. den dey stop jap uhh.. kk.the situation was lyk diz.. dani naek my bike..den aul ddk pt blkng.. skali ader anjing passed by..den si dani nie tinggalkn basikal ngn aul sorg2..den dier lari jauh2!! hahaha!!! kekek seyy..den aul mangkok ddk pt the rear side of my bike's seat sorg2.. tu mcm kau kater jiwa dani?? hahahaha!! was laughing lyk hell seyy!!! =p kk....

den me,fau,izzat,ham & dani went off to changi village.. mkn NASI LEMAKK!! standard!! haha!! met fazrul there..haha!! was wiping the rain off my face den alih2 ade org langgar.. was lyk w.t.h u want??? skali si fazrullll plkk..haha!! aiseybedahh... den paz mkn went toilet.. apek toilet nga tdo..ape lagikk..masokk jerr uhh..haha!! save 10 sen!!

den went off to cheers..ohh yar..n if u go to cheers there..look for a person by the name of 'amos'.. dunno how the spelling goes but that how it's pronounce..haha!! makk!! lembott nk mampos seyy.. went in and out the cheers for lyk 3-5 tyms just to have a good laugh abt hym after we step out of cheers! hahahaha!! Den went to the beach..ddk pt pondok saner.. the whole dae did nuthing but talking craps and craps..and umm..gt talk abt religious thinggy oso.. abt game oso..haha!! abt ghost oso.. senang kater talk abt lots of topic uhh... but was great uhh.. tk mendak..

den came along & aul..

at arnd 5 plus to 6 we went off... hand over my bike to aul..den i went home wif along..naek motor.. haha!! penat uhh geng.. =p kla2.. thats all folks.. BIKERMON!! Lets GO ON!!! hahaha!!

next occasion: CHALLET!!!!

2006-12-17T16:58:00.000+08:00

WwWwwooaahhh!!! Layout bbaaruuuuu... hahahaha!!! cair gue! haha!!
credits to mardia.. dier yg uatkann ukan akuu.. haha!! niceee!!
hehe! thankx mar!!!!
MARR!! go change ur msn nickk laaa... wanna noe what she wrote?
"SYAHEED NGAH CAIR TGK BLOG DIER!! NYAHAHA!! STEAM KODOK BEB!"
hahahaha!! pusat!! ok2..
Its sundae..n im..at home?? mandakk siaoo!!! mom ask me to stay at home coz simei c.c nyer
org nnti nk dtng nk kasi beras..haha! cool!!
i guess i'll be going out ltr..but..tk tau nk pi maner.. haha!!
tmrw nyt going for NYT CYCLING!!!! yeahhh!!
can't wait!! wuhuu!!
Lets cycle till dropp!!
ceyy..mcm paham..haha!!
ohh yarh..smlm aini send mie my IVP nyer match..
tngk balik tu vid..makkk!! geramm seyyy..
dah last round seyy..
if onlyy...aarrggh!!!!!
dah lepas ponn laa marsh.....
4get it...
mater dah baik ponn..haha!! kla.. bieeee.....

2006-12-15T03:05:00.000+08:00

ok..supposed to study for tmrw's last paper.. den umm... nth mcm maner nth i end up editing pix.. haha!! its 3 in the morning now... kla.. wanna slip.. gd bye school!!! hello HOLIDAES!!!!!! 2 weeks ajeerrrr..huhu!!

haha!! jiwa sakk... jiwa2 ponn, tym competition kalah..haha!! terlalu power sgnt uhh.. tu sbb kalah.. haha!! mcm pahamm.. k2.. byee... cekak oii!!

2006-12-14T02:17:00.000+08:00

The Kill
30 seconds to Mars

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?

What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?

You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you

Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am

Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you

Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

Come,
break me down
Break me down
Break me down

What if I wanted to break...?
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sigh. just to hide the pain.....
smile on the outside..
pain on the inside...
hehe!
sounds lyk kfc nyer ayam sey!!
crispy on the outside..
juicy on the inside..
haha!! no worries..
im fyne.. =)
btw..its ain't abt b.g.r...
kla...
n ohh yarhh..
tmrw's my sis's bufdae,syafina..
huhu!
bye2..